Harry had just left
Harry had just left
Harry had just left
I had to repeat it to myself a few times for it to actually click and make sense. I kept telling myself it wasn't that big of a deal. Couples did this all the time, fight, break up and then one of them leaves the house for awhile. It was completely normal. But it if was completely normal why did I feel like my chest was caving in? I was mostly worried about Harry. We share this flat so... where was he going? Where was he gonna stay the night? Then another thing he had said hit me.
Did he say "there is no us"? Was that a breakup? Did he just break up with me? Oh my god Harry had just broke up with me. I slid down into a corner. What the hell is wrong with me? I thought. Why am I freaking out so much? This is normal in relationships. Stop freaking out Louis. Its normal, stop. Everything will be fine. I thought. I took a deep breathe. But what if everything wasn't gonna be fine? What if Harry meant everything he said and this was the end of us? I didn't wanna imagine a world where Harry wasn't mine. I had to remind myself to calm down again.
I found it strange I wasn't incredibly angry at him like he was at me. It's probably because I knew this was my fault. I didn't feel like I was right and now needed to win an argument, I felt like I was wrong and now needed to make up for it.
I realized I had been crying this entire time and didn't even notice. I sniffled to a stop so I could concentrate. What was important right now was that I find out where Harry ran off to.
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Random"Did you really mean it Lou?" I heard him say over the phone drunkly. I smiled sadly. "Mean what?" I asked. "Did you really mean it when you sent that tweet? That I'll always be in your heart?" He slurred. I chuckled as a tear rolled down my cheek...
