control

chapter one ‼

Our relationship is great. We're in love and he treats me great! I smile to myself at this thought and hug my pillow.
It's been a few weeks since I confessed and Tobio asked me out, and I'm still on a high. Everyone was happy for us, though I'm sure they're just relieved we're not arguing anymore.
My simping was interrupted by a message from.. My boyfriend.. Oh it still gives me a hyper feeling to call him that.
I grinned widely as I went to reply back, he's coming over!

He only lives 2 minutes away which is great for me, who needs constant attention.

I barely had time to brush my hair before I heard a knock and flew down the stairs. Throwing the door open, I threw my arms around him.
He chuckled and hugged me closer as I took in a large breath, inhaling his scent, relaxing visibly in his embrace.

"Missed me?" He teased, and I replied by squeezing his waist.
"Come on, let's go upstairs." He gave my forehead a kiss and I obeyed, keeping hold of his hand as we walked up he stairs.

When the door to my room closed he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, and trailed kisses up my neck. I giggled and held onto his hands, "should we watch a movie?"
He hummed against my collar and said, "I was thinking of something more.. Fun."
"Fun? Like what?" I turn to face him, and he responds by smashing his lips against mine. I gasp in surprise and he uses that to his advantage as he slips hos tongue in and pushes me towards the bed.

This would be where we usually stop, but he proceeded to push me onto the bed and climbed above me. His hands began to wonder and I opened my eyes in discomfort.

As his hands went lower I turned my head, breaking the kiss, and said, "wait! Wait wait!"

He paused and gave me an annoyed look, making me guilty, "u-uhm sorry, can we slow down?"

He stared at me for a little longer before heaving a large sigh and flipping his body off mine.

I gave a relieved smile and tried to suggest the movie again, but he remained in a mood, staring out the window with a stiff posture.

"Uhm.. I- I'm sorry.." I'm trying not to cry, I'm such a bad boyfriend.

He turned to me and studied my face for a few more seconds before muttering, "it's fine I guess."
And when I didn't reply, too busy trying not to burst into tears, he added, "so what movie were you thinking?"
I looked up in surprise, and smiled. He cares so much! He's clearly angry yet he's trying to make me feel better.. I don't deserve him.

"Corpse bride?" I suggested, and he gave me a beautiful smile, agreeing.

**hai this is my first time writing smut, it's abit slow moving but I hope yal like it!! <3**