♛Hinatas pov♕
I woke up in our room
ugh my head hurts, what the heck happened
I got startled by the teams screaming
"HINATA/SHOYO/SHRIMP" all of them shouted and the others are crying and they hugged me very tight which made me gasp loud
"oh sorry Hinataaa"
"can I have a private conversation for a sec" Kenma said with a cold tone which made me scared because I thought he was gonna get mad at me, all of them got out of the room letting us have a time to talk privately
♡📱Kenma's pov📱♡
"so tell me what happend, all of it be honest... Shoyo tell me"
I can hear him mumbling and covering his face
"come on Sho I'm not gonna judge you"
finally he said it...
❀Hinata's pov❀
it took me a lot of time to explain because I've been stuttering
but I finally said it straight to Kenma who's face is worried
"I- I don't know but there are some voices in my head saying
You're useless,
no one likes you,
die
no one would care if you die,
something like that... I kinda forgot it"
"then I suddenly slipped off the edge- I- don't remember anything but those things"
"and- blablablablabla"
I decided to tell Kenma only little things to not make him more worried
I looked at Kenma seeing him shocked and worried
he hugged me slowly and carefully, I hugged back holding my tears and smiled
"I'm sorry I wasn't there for you Sho" he said
he's so warm and gentle.. I thought
"no its ok Kenma... its my fault for being weak"
I see his face holding back his anger and trying not to hurt me, he quickly squeezed both of my shoulders "STOP SAYING THAT- you're gonna say you're weak after handling all this pain you're gonna say you're weak!?"
his speech made me calm down a bit but I still can't feel anything
I smiled at him saying "thank you Kenma, thank you for being at my side no matter what, that made me feel better"
he smiled softly "anything for you Sho- ugh bye kuroo's calling me"
"bye Ken"
WHY CAN'T I FEEL ANYTHING...
someone... save me from this darkness
hahaha nevermind just hide it XD
*sad smile with tears* trust me Shoyo its better to hide it
wait... I fell asleep for a whole week because I always haven't slept properly
I need to wake up!
"HINATA"
I gasped
"you're crying, is something wrong???"
"oh its nothing Suga-san😅 I just always remember bad past and some scary scenarios in my head so its normal for me"
"you've been sleeping for the whole week you're worrying me" Suga said while pouting with a worried tone 'haha so cute.. wait what'
"nah sometimes I'm awake but I'm not opening my eyes because I'm resting"
"don't scare me like that next time oh and btw we can go back now" Suga said with an excited expression, I can tell that they miss me heh..
"alright babe- wait no sorry"
"no its ok😏"
we both laughed and got out of the hospital
ווAt karasunoוו
❆⛇Hinata's pov⛇❆
we got back to karasuno
as we opened the door I heard Noya and Tanaka senpai screaming my name
"SHOYO!" "HINATA!"
they both crashed on me crying
"Shoyooooo we missed you"
"me too Noya-senpai"
"SHOYO I WILL BUY YOU ICECREAM"
"EY not faiiir I'm your senpai too"
"of course you are Tanaka-senpai"
they both cried loudly as the whole team laughed amd theres Daichi face palming over this chaotic but wholesome scene
"crybabies" Tsukishima being salty
"WHAT DID YOU SAY FOUR EYES" Tanaka shouting just to look though and make people call him upperclassmen
"yeah crusty lookin ass salty french fry motherfucker ugly ass smelly asshole" Noya said
"mad fugly bitch ass abandoned tokyo looking tower fugly rat that smells like a dead raw fuckin fish" Tanaka joining Noya
"NOYA, TANAKA LANGUAGE 100 LAPS" Daichi being a father
ugh wish Daichi was my father than that abusive poop
"wait no Daichi-san I'm sorry" both of them apologized
"no, 100 laps- GO"
all of us laughed
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Ok lets end it here cuz my parents are letting me sleep
thank you so much for the votes I appreciate all of you
I will try to work harder
even tho I have homeworks to do and were gonna pass it on saturday😭😭😭😭😭
thank you~
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Fanfiction❗ DISCONTINUED ❗ There was a boy named Hinata Shoyo he goes to karasuno, he had wonderful teammates they were happy together until they found out what he hides. WARNING: this contains depression su!c¡d@l thoughts abuse r@p€ sh cussing bad grammars b...
