✵✵✵3rd person pov✵✵✵
After a few laughter's they continued to practice for nationals even tho its not almost nationals yet its just for advance, they we're already planning the new attacks
(I'm sorry Idk what day is the nationals I know I'm a bad author)
∆•∆After practice•∆•
♚Hinata's pov♔
our practice was finished and all of them went home
they waved at me goodbye and smiled brightly
lol they're hot
and I smiled back and waving at them goodbye too
I went to the bathroom and I looked at the mirror seeing myself look ugly, pale, useless, weak, worthless, stupid, disgusting-
no no...
I stared at myself as I notice tears began to fall
"wait no- I wasn't suppose to think of that, I'm strong-"
"so please*sobs harder* stay strong"
I kept whispering that to myself but it doesn't work, I didn't believe any of the compliments I got
I began to cry louder since no one could hear me
after a few minutes of crying I went to Natsu's school to pick her up
"brother what took you so long?"
"sorry Natsu big brother has some important things to do"I smiled at her
"brother why is your eyes red again?"she asked
"its nothing don't mind it Natsu"I fake smiled at her again which is the thing I hate
♡Natsu's pov♡
bullshit onii-chan
why does he have to lie that he's ok
it hurts me too brother... why
even though I'm not the one getting hurt because it hurts how you fake smile at me brother
"Natsu? why are you staring at me like that?"
"AH- oh I'm sorry its nothing... brother are you still hurt..."
I looked back at him seeing his face shocked
☬Hinata's pov☬
my eyes widen as she asked that
"what I'm not hurt Natsu, I'm not lying"
I'm sorry
"anyways lets go now" I tried to control my self and not get mad at her
I don't even know why I'm mad
maybe I just got this random feeling... but why can't I feel happiness
we got home, we entered and saw my father laying on the couch sleeping loudly, we walked quietly trying not to make a noise because we don't want him to wake up
"Natsu you know the drill" I whispered and smiled at her
"yes brother" she whispered back
she ran to her room, locking the doors, and staying quiet as possible
I did the same as well
as I entered my room I changed clothes and wore a hoodie and shorts
I looked through my phone and saw 180 unread messages from karasuno volleyball gc
YOU ARE READING
Plastic smile
Fanfiction❗ DISCONTINUED ❗ There was a boy named Hinata Shoyo he goes to karasuno, he had wonderful teammates they were happy together until they found out what he hides. WARNING: this contains depression su!c¡d@l thoughts abuse r@p€ sh cussing bad grammars b...
