love taught me to lie (larry stylinson)

Chapter 6

Louis' Point Of View

How could I think he could love me ?

I mean the way he treats me, I just don't know why he makes me feel this way, I guess I really thought me and Harry where close friends... OK maybe even  more than friends, cause I mean me and Niall are friends, but me and Harry ?

Well it's all over now isn't it ?

This makes me so mad, I always get butterflies in my stomach when I look at him, but I guess he probably doesn't see me like that.

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Finally I arrived at the huge house I was looking for. I parked my car and slamed the door shut. I walked towards the house and rang on the bell, after a minute or so, the red-headed musician  opened the door "hey Louis, what's up" he said. "oh nothing Sheeran, my day is going just fine" I replied trying to hide my tears. He stared at me, after a what seemed like forever he spoke "then why are you crying?" that just made me cry even more, Ed let me in and whispered "come in, talk to daddy Sheeran" that made me smile a little but I still felt stupid and hurt.

Ed made me sit down on his couch, and was prepared to listen. I feel like he already knows it's about Harry. That's the thing about Ed he gives the greatest advice, I can tell him anything, my problems,my dreams. He says I inspire his songs.

"First before I start, your missing one thing" I told him. He smirked at me, stood up and headed for the kitchen. After a minute or so he returned and handed me a bag of carrots.

''Thanks Ed, you know me so well'' I told him. He sat down next to me ''come on then spill the beans''

''Ok,ok don't rush me'' I said chewing on some carrots. I took a deep breath and started, ''Things between me and Harold are a bit complicated at the moment, see I woke up this morning and well, I was really tired and I started acting weird and then well...

''skip to the good part'' Ed interupted impatiently.

"OK, well we started having a perfume smelling contest thingy, well Harry thought it was but it was actually a way to see if he still had the cologne I had given him, and I know right now your probably thinking 'what an idiot, why does it matter?' Well it does matter cause it was the first sign of our friendship, so when I looked for it and didn't find it with his other colognes I got sad and decided to be honest and ask him if he had it or not and he said....." I took a deep breath "he said it was no big deal"

As I said that I felt a tear on my cheek.

Then I continued "right now you must also be wondering why I'm making such a fuss about all this, cause you know we're 'just friends'
but that's the problem I don't feel like just friends, I feel like we're an old couple, and that's not good because I don't think it's a thing to think of you and your best mate as an old couple"

I finally looked up at Ed and he was Suddenly sitting beside me with some tissues and a blanket, he took the time to think.

"After all I've heard, I can only say one thing, you Louis Tomlinson, have got a bad case of the Harry Styles" Ed smirked.

Okay, first of all I have no idea what he means by that and secondly, I'm hoping he didn't just say that I fancy Harry.

"Yes Louis I'm saying you fancy Harry" Ed said with a cheeky smile.

"OK, so maybe I was thinking out loud again, but one thing is for sure: I Louis Tomlinson am not gay" I said.

Ed took one of my carrots " Did I ever say you were gay, just because you like Harry, doesn't mean you have any attraction to guys, it just means your in love and the person you love happens to be a guy" he said munching on a carrot.

Okay so maybe he has a point, but still that's just creepy, I mean I couldn't, I've never really thought about it that way.

"Louis think about it" he continued" remember that time you came to see me because you thought Harry was too perfect"

Don't laugh, I felt really intimidated back then, because of his cute big bright eyes and his perfect red lips....

"Look Ed it doesn't even matter anymore, harry and I are done" I whispered with a huge lump in my throat.

Ed took a second to think, then he spoke" well, have you gotten into any conflicts lately ? Have you been getting mad at each other ? Or have you had any problems concerning each other ? " Let me just say that Ed really sounds like a psychologist, he probably think's i've gone mad, he looks pretty intense too, staring at me with his bright blue eyes. Back on the topic, me and Harry have been doing fine, I mean it's only been two or three days. I shook my head at Ed.

"Have you ever considered the fact that maybe Harry didn't really mean it and he just wanted to see your reaction" Ed said quietly.

"No" I answered. He looked at me annoyed.

"think about it Lou.. you guys haven't had a fight and it sounded you guys had fun this morning before this situation happened.Louis I'm starting to think it was just a joke"Ed said as he slowly moved next to me.

I had to think about this for a while, ok sure he probably was joking, but he should know not to joke about something so important to me, and if he really cared he would be out there looking for me, wondering where my broken heart went.

Ed was right, but being the cheeky guy that I am, I wasn't going to tell him. We both sat there facing the wall.

"Ed can please stay here for the night, I really don't feel like going home right now" I whispered, fiddling with the blanket. Ed stared at me with his bright blue eyes and smiled.

"I still don't understand you Louis, you and Harry are fine. You can stay here if you want but I don't want this situation to ruin you two, I mean you guys are more than friends and the whole world knows it, why is it the only person that doesn't is you. You guys are perfect together, every time I see you two together I always smile because you guys love each other so much, you hardly even notice. Trust me I've tried to tell you before but you were just so caught up in the 'friend zone' that I just couldn't . I'm happy you got out of that friend zone, but you still haven't realized why you suddenly turn red when you see Harry or you find it so easy to write songs with him, and the only reason is because you like him and you can't change that" Ed said before snuggling in the blanket with me. He looked down on me as placed my head on his shoulder.

I blush when I see Harry ?                                                                                                          

I will be honest I think he's right, but i'm no where near ready to accept the fact that I might like Harry, I mean yeah sure we are really touchy and we say " I love you" to each other 2 billion times a day, but I guess that's just cause we really love each other. I feel like the whole world is making a big deal out of nothing, but at the same time Ed is right, talking to him made me realize about myself and about the relationship between me and Harry. I mean I don't think me and Harry are meant to be together but at do agree that maybe me and Harry aren't just friends.

When I feel the spark that tells me I shouldn't care about anyone or anything, that's the moment I'll know I want him.