One month later
Jungkook's semester is over and today his uncle is throwing a party for his success because he has graduated with astonishing grades.
In the evening
Jungkook's POV
Ahhh!!!!I don't like this party,I don't even know half of the people here.But one thing is good that is I'll get to see Jin hyung.. He is coming to the party and uncle also said to me earlier that he has some announcement to make.....so I'm curious about that.
I'm so caught up in my thoughts that I don't realize someone is standing in front of me. My head shots up to see the person I've been dreading to see all evening.... Jin hyung!!!!!! He smiles at me and hands me over a medium sized box....I look at him in confusion.I think he could read my mind couse without asking him anything he answers me.....or it can my face too to give away that I'm confused.
"This is your graduation gift silly....You've got great grades.so you deserve this,Congratulations."He says to me.
" Thank you hyung...just wait a sec here.I'll come back in a minute. "I flash him my bunny smile and fly to upstairs. I get to my room and put the gift in my closet...I don't wanna mix his gift with others. Then I run downstairs to get my blood boil......there I see Jimin clinging to hyung's arm.I know I shouldn't react like this but I cannot control it either.
" Everyone can I get your attention please??? "Suddenly uncle and Jin hyung's father call for everyone... I guess it's time for the announcement.I have a hunch feeling that this announcement is gonna make me sad.
And there it is....the saddest day of my life.I shouldn't be sad,I knew it all along "Our sons Park Jimin and Kim Seokjin is getting married next month......so today we decided why don't we get this two engaged???our all family members are also present here to bless this two." And just like that those two get engaged.Then I feel something wetting my shirt,I look down to see what it is but there is nothing.... then I realize it's me...I'm crying. I run to my room and go straight to my bathroom, turn the shower on so no one will hear me cry.I cry my heart out there sitting on a bathroom floor.I shouldn't feel like this,I knew it all along.It's wrong of me for loving him in the first place, though no one knows about it,not even my uncle.
30 minutes later
I get off the bathroom floor,all my tears are washed off from the water but the pain inside me can't be washed no matter how strong the water is pouring from the shower.I changed into some dry clothes before looking at my reflection in the mirror....my eyes are still red and a bit puffy. I can't do anything about it....so I just get downstairs again.I should put my feelings aside and be happy for my hyungs.I approach Jimin and Jin hyung.
"Congratulations hyungs....I'm very happy for you two.", I said to them and hugged them...they returned the hug too.Jin hyung's sweet smell lingering in my nose....I can live in his embrace for the rest of my life.But this sweet smell,this warm embrace is all for Jimin..all for him.
" Thanks Kookie,but where've you been??we didn't see you when we're exchanging the rings...and why is your hair all wet??and...why are your eyes red and a bit....puffy??did you cry???",Jin hyung throw a pile of questions at me.I feel like breaking down in front of him and tell him everything about my feelings.... But I hold myself back.
"No,why would I cry??I-I was just taking a s-shower,I think I stayed too long under the shower that's why my eyes must be red and puffy.", I give him forced smile.
" Ohhh,OK but don't stay too long in the shower next time...you can catch a cold. "Why does he think about me so much???He makes me weaker than I already am emotionally.
