You and Tsukki are laying in bed together, his arms tightly wrapped around you. When you guys do end up cuddling he clings on to you like a child, you know why but you also know that he wont open up about it so theres no point in trying to talk to him about it. His hands are running through you hair, gentle, slow strokes, he's so soft and yet you can tell something is upsetting him. He feels tense, like he was paranoid about something, or someone. You sigh before hopelessly trying to get him to open up at least a little bit.
"What's wrong.. you seem paranoid"
"Nothing is wrong pipsqueak, everything is just fine"
"You only call me pipsqueak when you're teasing me or you're frustrated, you obviously aren't teasing me so who did what?"
"no. You'll hate me and that's the last thing I need."
"Dumbass, you know that I wont hate you, I don't care what happens or what you do, I'll always love you."
"Not after what I've done, and what I'll continue to do."
"Come on it can't be that bad, it's not like you killed my family or something."
"I'm not telling you, just promise me you'll never leave me for any other guy.. or girl for that matter.."
"Of course I promise that I will never leave you, for anyone. How come you're suddenly scared about that?"
"I always have been scared of it, it haunts me everyday. There's billions of people in this world you could choose over me."
"And yet I chose you, and I will continue to choose you. No one ever will ever catch my eye like you do."
"God why do you have to be so perfect? It feels like everyone who even looks at you falls in love, it's like everybody wants you."
"So what if everybody wants me? That just makes you all the more special."
"I just want them all to go away, everyone except us, they all want you but they can never have you."
He hugged you tighter and he put a hand up the back of your shirt. You could tell it wasn't cause he wanted you like that though.
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tsukishima x reader one-shots
Fanfictionno song title for this since its a bunch of little stories. I don't how many parts there will be but I'll try y best.