I Love You Hating Me

New Friend?

I think I'm in love with Tristan. Fully in love. Never felt it in my entire life but this is definitely what it seems like. A feeling that hasn't disappeared, it's been months. I thought that day I was being crazy about falling in love. Then we get paired together for a shit assignment. Then we're somehow sleeping in the same bed. Now I can't go back in my feelings. This is how I feel and I can't change it.

The bathroom floor had wet footprints. I just giggled to myself thinking there was a wet murderer in the house like you see in horror movies.

I took the tracksuit bottoms off and put the towel on the rack ready for me to use when I get out.  Looking at the shower I completely forgot how to use it. There was so many different buttons and modes.

"Tristan!"

"Yeah?!"

"How do you turn the shower on!?"

I heard his laugh from up here and him running up the stairs.

"Wait wait wait wait wait.  Don't come in I'm in my boxers!"

"So?"

Well I couldn't exactly say I still have a hard on thanks to me dreaming about you.

"Um I don't like my legs"

Wow that was an amazing save.

"Then turn around so you won't know if I'm looking at you or not"

"If you wanted to stare at my ass you could of asked"

"Shut up or I'll come in now"

"Okay okay wait!"

I wrapped the towel around my waist and ruffled my hair.

"Now you can"

"I'm not bothered if I see you in your boxers."

"I am"

"Why"

"I told you"

"You don't like your legs?"

"No"

"I'll chop em off for ya"

"Funny. Now which one is it?"

"Okay the first one is for a sprinkle, second is for LED, third is for regular. The buttons along the bottom are all the colours you can have. Then this knob here is the temperature"

"Okay"

"Enjoy"

He walked out shutting the door behind him.

I set the shower onto regular and had it steaming hot.

Tristan

Brad was cute not knowing how to work my shower. I wasn't complaining when I saw him half naked either, if I'm completely honest, I kinda liked it. Really kinda liked it.

I don't want him to seem uncomfortable because he knows I'm gay and I know he's gay but he might think I'm getting a bit too close to him.

I really do not want to go college today, I just want to spend this day with Bradley.

I heard him singing upstairs, it made me smile while cooking. The fruit bowl had only one banana in. Damn it. Strawberries it is. While I was slicing them I heard Bradley shout my name again.