Substitute Marriage [Chinese BL Translation]

Chapter Thirty

    Where is it like? Xie Xuexin couldn't say it, but it just gave him this feeling, a very bad feeling.

He just watched, until everyone who was full of food and drink dispersed, he returned to the apartment and looked through the photos that he had ripped apart.

I couldn't help thinking about the scene I saw today, a perfect family of three.

Xie Xiaosheng returned to China three years ago and stayed there less than a year before leaving, but before that, after Li Xi pushed him into the sea, she came back once.

During those two days, she and Li Xi stayed in the orphanage without leaving home or going anywhere. Xie Xuexin thought, Xie Xiaosheng must be treating Li Xi. Li Xi was poisoned after taking a letter of promise. If he didn't go to the hospital, he could only save Xie Xiaosheng, who was studying medicine. It was reasonable to think.

Well, he reasoned with himself and tried to convince himself.

But thinking about the situation of the family of three, I finally convinced myself a little bit and wasted my effort.

Li Junguo was adopted by Li Xi in name. He is three years old this year, three years, exactly three years. Is there such a coincidence?

In fact, if you look closely, Li Junguo looks most like Li Xi.

The two beautiful sword eyebrows, the corners of the mouth that would bend when they spoke, Xie Xiaosheng couldn't see the specifics, but Li Xi didn't run away.

Xie Xue's confidence was a little unstable.

He glanced over suddenly, trying to find evidence to deny his conjecture, and to see if Xie Xiaosheng had a pregnant belly. But after the cold weather, Xie Xiaosheng wore cotton clothes every day. The cotton clothes were thick and bloated, and he couldn't tell whether his stomach was big or small.

The cotton suit is the same style as Lixi.

Xie Xuexin's eyes sank, and he didn't fall asleep all night, thinking repeatedly in his mind, thinking about many possibilities, but in the end he couldn't dispel the guess he was least willing to face.

Li Xi on the other side also didn't sleep well, and suddenly learned the meaning of the key, making him uneasy.

Now that he has the opportunity to know his own life experience, he certainly wants to find out. Even if the children in the orphanage hate their families for abandoning them, if they are given a chance to learn about their lives, they are almost always willing.

Li Xi could no longer remain indifferent, but he could not make up his mind. It was very painful for him to rush to the air and ignite his expectations and fail.

He was so entangled that he didn't even care about Xie Xuexin's donation to the orphanage on behalf of Snow the next day.

Usually, people outside the orphanage can't come in, and they are both strictly guarded after the incident. Even if Xie Xuexin wants to come in, it's not easy, so Li Xi can live here with peace of mind. But Xie Xuexin has money, so he can donate any money, give a few million, "ticket money" will be there.

Xie Xuexin didn't use this method because he was afraid of being forced too tightly before, but now, he is also forced to do nothing.

As the truck carrying food and clothing slowly came in, the Rolls Royce behind also showed its face.

When Shen Han got out of the car, he was welcomed up and down by the orphanage. This time he was doing good deeds on behalf of Snow, and he was the one who contacted the orphanage, and everyone didn't know Xie Xuexin, so they naturally surrounded Shen Han.

Xie Xuexin was caught in the staff and helped the two leaders.

Today, on Saturday and Sunday, Li Xi did not go to work and came to help with work. He saw Xie Xuexin at a glance, but didn't hide, as if he hadn't seen it.

After a while, another dining car came to make food for the children.

Everyone lined up to get the delicious food. Li Junguo was also in the line, and his big eyes looked at Xie Xuexin from time to time. Xie Xuexin smiled when he saw him, and Li Junguo pretended to be watching the scenery again.

He ordered a cup of milk tea and chocolate cake, and sat on the steps with the children to eat beautifully.

He was eating, and someone sat down next to him and turned his head to see that it was Xie Xuexin.

It was the first time that Li Junguo was so close to Xie Xuexin. He was a child. No matter how arrogant he was, this would be stunned.

"Is it delicious?" Xie Xuexin said softly.

Li Junguo bit the straw and nodded.

After sitting down and taking a closer look, Xie Xuexin felt that the child looked like Li Xi, and the expression between his brows and eyes was so similar to Li Xi. My heart is even more sinking.

He talked with a child for the first time, and he didn't know what to say, so he watched silently.

Li Junguo also ate silently.

When Li Xi finished his work, he saw the young and the old sitting together with a sigh of relief and hurried over. "Guoguo, Aunt Xiaosheng called you." Li Junguo happened to have finished eating too, and looked at Xie Xuexin. Xie Xuexin said to him, "Goodbye." He stood up and ran away.

Li Xi was thinking about leaving, and Xie Xuexin said behind him: "Guoguo is your son?" The meaning of this son is ambiguous, and I don't know whether he is talking about adoption or his birth. Li Xi was guilty and didn't know how to answer.

Xie Xuexin continued: "I look like a person, who do you guess?"

Li Xi's heart beats uncomfortably: "The child is naturally like his parents."

This is correct. Of course the child is like a parent. Xie Xuexin wants to laugh, but Can't laugh, like parents, so like parents.

Li Xi showed a serious expression: "He still doesn't know that he was adopted, I hope Mr. Xie will not say more."

Li Xi had nothing to say to Xie Xuexin, and turned to leave, but was stopped by Xie Xuexin, who didn't know what to stand up. When Xie Xuexin entered the room behind him, Li Xi was still stunned when the door was closed.

Xie Xuexin didn't talk nonsense, moved neatly, and kissed Li Xi's head.

Solid.

When Li Xi resisted, Xie Xuexin was suffocated severely, and his body and mind endured the limit, and suddenly burst out like a monster with great strength. This time, it was unstoppable. He pinched Li Xi's hands and pressed Li Xi's tumultuous head, the kiss was fierce and cruel.

They were all men. Of course Li Xi didn't want to be restrained just like that. Xie Xuexin also worked a lot of effort, but in the end, Li Xi broke free of selflessness.

"Don't move!" Xie Xuexin held him back again: "You have nothing to tell me?"

Li Xi's chest was ups and downs. This is an orphanage and there are people outside. He can't make any big moves. In Xie Xuexin's words, "No."

Xie Xuexin gritted his teeth, he had the final say , Li Xi separated from him and adopted Li Junguo, which took only seven months.

If Li Junguo is really Li Xi's child, the woman will be pregnant in October, premature delivery is excluded. Didn't Li Xi have relationships with other women when he was with him, and who was this other woman? Xie Xuexin didn't need to think far away.

Although he knew it was all speculation, it did not prevent him from being jealous and angry.

"Really not?" Xie Xuexin's eyes were dark, staring at Li Xi.

The two people are thinking about the same thing at this time, but they think about it.

Li Xi's pupils shook slightly and his heart was shocked. Did Xie Xuexin discover the truth? Know that Li Junguo is his own son? how come. He was trembling, already planning whether to take Li Junguo and escape.

Li Xi was full of emotions, Xie Xuexin looked at his evasive expression, really frustrated.

At this moment, Xie Xiaosheng came over. Just now Li Junguo came to her and said that her father had asked him to come over. Xie Xiaosheng knew that Li Xi was in trouble.

When Li Xi heard Xie Xiaosheng's voice, she became even more anxious. She was afraid that Xie Xiaosheng would attract other people, and it would be no good to see them entangled. However, in Xie Xuexin's view, Li Xi was clearly afraid, was she afraid of being misunderstood by Xiaosheng?

No wonder he has always been indifferent to his favors and refused to respond to him. It doesn't matter at all, is it because he has already belonged to it?

Xie Xuexin hated the more he thought about it, and he couldn't accept this conjecture. Obviously, I was thinking, but it was true. The heart filled with jealousy gave birth to malice. Seeing that Xie Xiaosheng was about to open the door, he didn't let go, but hugged him instead.

When Xie Xiaosheng opened the door, he saw two tall men entangled together, the picture was full of ambiguous.

Li Xi broke away and bowed his head and went out. Xie Xiaosheng was afraid that he was embarrassed and said: "Mr. Zhao is looking for you."

Li Xi agreed, and quickly left. Xie Xuexin, who was full of hostile eyes, looked at Xie Xiaosheng gloomily. Xie Xiaosheng looked at him for a long while, then retracted his gaze: "Mr Xie likes the overlord to bow hard?"

"This is the love between me and Li Xi." Xie Xuexin He returned to being a good and calm president.

Xie Xiaosheng nodded and expressed his thoughts: "No wonder Li Xi doesn't want to be with you." "Xie Xiaosheng." Xie Xuexin stopped Xie Xiaosheng who was about to leave, vowing: "Li Xi belongs to me." Although Xie Xiaosheng doesn't like to talk. , But Mi Ren said: "I can't see that Mr. Xie is so good at talking." The two broke up unhappy .

Soon, Snow's supplies were distributed, and Li Xi never showed up until they left. Xie Xuexin waited for a while and got in the car.

He closed his eyes, frowned, and held a sealed bag with a straw and a short piece of hair in his hand. He couldn't make up his mind.

He thought, wait a minute to get him ready.

Li Xi was so embarrassed by Xie Xuexin to think about Xiao Sheng. Although he was a childhood sweetheart, Li Xi felt awkward.

Xie Xiaosheng has nothing to be embarrassed about. The children were all delivered, so what kind of pediatrics.

After eating, the two sat silently. Li Xi would think of things during the day, but still had lingering fears, and he was not so embarrassed about Xie Xiaosheng.

He wondered what Xie Xuexin said, why did he ask? Do you really know Li Junguo's life experience? However, now that he knows, why do you still ask him, can you just take the person back?

No, Li Xi felt that something was wrong and could not make sense, but he really couldn't figure out why Xie Xuexin asked him that way.

"What are you thinking?" Xie Xiaosheng asked.

Li Xi shook her head: "Nothing." Forget it.

"Li Xi, what are you going to do with that key?" Xie Xiaosheng said seriously. Of course she hoped that Li Xi could find a home. She always felt that Li Xi was not abandoned.

Speaking of the key, Li Xi was full of sadness again. This was the matter in his heart for the past two days. When Xie Xuexin was confused during the day, he forgot.

Xie Xiaosheng said: "I checked. Abbey Weiss is headquartered in Yinguo. Twenty years ago, it had not set up a branch. There was only this one. If you want to visit, I can accompany you."

Li Xi hesitated. No decision, he didn't want to go, he was just afraid.

"What if there is nothing?" Maybe he picked up this key, and he might not even have the ownership of this key in the end.

"Then don't hold on to hope, didn't you tell me that if you don't hold on to hope, you won't be disappointed?" Xie Xiaosheng grabbed his hand: "If you really don't want to go, throw this key away. If it's over, it will only become you My heart disease makes you painful."

Xie Xiaosheng was right.

Li Xi was holding the key and standing on the bridge. The river was below. As long as he let go, it would be difficult to find the key when it fell in.

After thinking about it all night, he thought it would be better to throw the key away, so when he walked to the bridge that he must cross every day on the way to work, he suddenly decided that he might as well just throw the key here.

Let go.

Li Xi urged herself for the nth time, but her clenched palm could not be opened.

He has been standing here for half an hour, and he will be late if he doesn't leave for work.

Do you really want to throw it away, he asked himself repeatedly. Why not give yourself a little hope? Maybe they will find a home and find a parent who is still alive. They may not abandon you, but accidentally lost you.

Maybe maybe maybe.

In the early autumn, the west wind was bleak, making people tremble. Pedestrians hurriedly came and went with their shirts tightly closed. Only Li Xi stayed on the bridge.

Someone bowed his head and ran into Li Xi. The key that couldn't be moved slid out of the palm of the hand and fell into the water with a thud, disappearing without a trace.

Li Xi was dumbfounded.

Finally threw it, let's go, he turned around and walked two steps stupidly, then suddenly turned back and climbed up the railing. Looking at the deep river, fear emerged in his eyes. You are not afraid of water anymore, he kept telling himself, and then jumped off with a bite.

"Someone dived!"

Li Xi dived deeper. The river was more than two meters deep, and the key was very heavy, and it was already in the end.

The underwater world is dark and oppressive, suffocating. Li Xi was afraid of water and was afraid since he was a child. At first he couldn't take a bath. Later, in order to overcome this problem, he forced himself to learn swimming and diving. Trained an underwater skill.

But even so, he was still afraid. This was physical instinct and he couldn't stop it.

He touched it to the end, opened his eyes to endure the tingling pain, searched for a circle and didn't find it.

Fearing to accelerate oxygen consumption, Li Xi surfaced, took a deep breath, and sank again. He has never been in the water like this before. Whether it is swimming or diving, it is safe and reliable. This is the first time he has practiced.

It feels very bad, the water pressure makes the brain ache, and gradually, the pain explodes. There is no help, no oxygen tank, no diver, only he is alone, underwater. Something strange seems to be lurking in the darkness, staring at him gloomily, and it will come out in the next second, drag him into the darkness, and eat it all.

Li Xi felt that he was going to die soon, his vision became blurred, and his brain had begun to hallucinate due to lack of oxygen.

Just when he was exhausted, Li Xi saw a ruby ​​that had absorbed a trace of the sun's rays and was shining in the dark.

He stretched out his hand, swayed his body, and swam towards the light source.

"Give me alive!"

someone shouted in his ear. He grabbed the key, held the last breath, and turned upstream.

Hypoxia and water pressure intensified the pain in the brain, and the pain gradually became numb again, and the pain began to feel like a needle, pricking the brain little by little.

The light is clearly on the top of the head, you can reach it, you can swim, just can't reach it.

Li Xi blinked and began to have hallucinations, and the strange pictures in his mind flickered.

"Snapped". "Take a picture,-open your eyes." Thw person smiling faces became blurred in the fluttering ribbons. Li Xi only saw herself standing in the middle, smiling with her birthday hat.

Before I could see it clearly, the picture changed again.

"Did you remember, tell your mother again."

Li Xi opened his mouth, and the water poured in stopped the sound.

The throat is tingling and choking. Someone pinched his neck. Li Xi was already unable to struggle, even the images in the illusion still made him uncomfortable.

Li Xi couldn't see the people pinching his neck, and his eyes were full of paper, the size of money, "Damn it is all fake! Fake! Don't want money to fulfill him!"

"Pop!"

Li Xi opened. Open your eyes, he is still alive, he is not dead.

He wants to live!

"Ah! It's coming out!" The shore was crowded with people.

There were a few people who were going to get into the water. Seeing Li Xi coming up, he was relieved.

Holding the key, Li Xi climbed ashore with a sense of survival, lying on the solid muddy ground, gasping for breath. Finally fainted without worry.

"Dad." A long time passed. Li Xi thinks so.

Someone yelled: "Dad, daddy." With a loud voice, he called earnestly in his ear.

Is it his voice? Li Xi opened his eyes and saw a man turning around to leave. He rushed over without even thinking about it: "Dad."

But "Dad" ignored him and walked away, no matter what he called, he didn't stop.

Li Xi was anxious.

He stretched out his hand and grabbed it forward, and caught something, small and soft.

"Dad!"

Li Xi raised his heavy eyelids and looked at his hand, unwilling to open it for a long time.

"Dad, I hurt."

Li Xi looked at the sound source, Li Junguo wrinkled her face and tried her best to endure it. He cried: "Guoguo?"

Li Junguo responded: "Dad."

Li Xiu opened his hand, and now he was completely awake.

"What am I?" He wanted to sit up, but weakened, Xie Xiaosheng hurriedly pushed him back: "You lie down."

"Key!" Li Xi suddenly thought of his key and said anxiously: "My. The key!"

"It's in your hand!" Xie Xiaosheng sighed helplessly: "What are you doing jumping into the river on such a cold day, Guoguo and I will be scared to death!"

Li Xi opened his other hand, and the key was lying just right. The palm of his hand. He settled down and yelled again, but he didn't know that he was holding it too tightly, the tip of the key pierced the skin, and he was still bleeding.

Make them worry, Li Xi feels guilty: "The key fell off by accident, so I jumped down and fished it. Don't worry, I'm good at water."

"Why are you dizzy?"

Why are you dizzy? At that time, he was in a trance and remembered a lot of things from his childhood, and his brain was so painful that he was about to explode. Maybe it was stimulated: "I have a headache."

"You really are." Xie Xiaosheng had nothing to say when he looked at him like that.

"I'm going to make a phone call to keep safe." The orphanage notified by the hospital, Teacher Zhao answered the phone, and he is still worried about it. Xie Xiaosheng called a nurse and was about to leave, but listened to Li Xi's firm voice: "I want to visit Yinguo."

TBC