- JC -
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I never knew how much he hated me. I guess I was just so in love that I didn't notice. But.. I know. I know deep inside kian loves me. He loves me with all his heart, but he's just scared to express it. I was there.. and I still am. I'm scared of love, but yet I wanna feel it.
I never felt real love. It was always fake. Either they used me or they just didn't feel the same way. But kian's different. He's different in a way. He doesn't use me. He loves me.
Then he doesn't.
He says he loves me, then says he hates me. Kisses me then pushes me away and says he's not gay.
Everyone tells me to leave him before everything gets worse. But I refuse. I can't leave him. I love him. He's my best friend. I can't just walk away and start a new life. He's always on my mind. Everything I do reminds me of him. So I just can't.
One side of me says to stay and get things under control. Other side says to leave before it gets worse.
And I chose to stay.
I fell for his trap and I broke down. I knew I should have left.
But it was too late.
It's not the best story I've made.. But I swear I'll get better! I'm known as the 'Queen of not happy endings' cause I just don't find happy endings realistic enough in my opinion. So, tell me what y'all think!! xx
- ChildishJian
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Broken Before (jian) ☆Completed☆
FanfictionSince jc was in high school, he's been nothing but broken hearted. Kian says he loves him, then says he hates him. Kisses him then pushes him away. But kian wasn't the one who started this. Jc has been hated and rejected by a lot of other people. "J...
