Well... the day has arrived. It's finally has come. I've waited so long for this day, and it couldn't have came sooner. I was awake all night, figuring out the perfect plan. I wrote a list of why I would be better of dead while I was up all night. I'll share it with you all, before I take my life. You guys can catch a glimpse of my life to see the agony and pain. To see what all I go through.
1. I'm basically invisible, nobody bothers to ask me about my day, or even talk to me.
2. I'm not pretty enough. I starve myself daily, I'm anorexic. Yet, I'm still not beautiful, or 'drop dead gorgeous.'
3. I'm a failure, always has been, always will be.
4. I'm too much of a burden for my family.
5. Nobody loves or cares for me.
6. I have zero friends.
7. I'm always isolating myself from everyone and everything
8. Nobody cares about the trauma I've been through.
9. I'm worthless, there's no need for me here on this planet.
10. People are constantly ignoring me.
11. I'm to much of an introvert.
12. I don't match up to people's standards on how they think I should be.
13. I'm the ugliest person alive.
14. I'm not the bold, courageous, fearless type of girl/teen that everyone obsesses over.
15. And last but not least... I'm a nobody. I'm just a teen named Jade, who doesn't have a great future ahead in life for me.
You see.... these are only a few reasons why my life is agony and pain. I'm better off dead. There's no doubt about it. And don't try to convince me otherwise. I refuse to listen to the people who still want me alive. Who still want me here. They don't understand my life and it's better that way.
-Jade
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Bleeding Heart *Still in Writing the Chapters*
Novela Juvenil15 year old Jade, is slowly falling into the trap of depression and suicidal thoughts after moving away from her friends. Jade had the best possibly friends before she moved away, and now she has to figure out how to fit in again.
