i like to look around bookstores alone. i used to need someone to go places with me, now im comfortable by myself. it's because i learned to love myself, to love my own company. i've come to learn that people don't care what im doing. i used to think people wanted to know what's going on, but truthfully the majority of people who follow me on instagram don't care what im doing on a saturday night. only my closest friends care what im doing with myself. that's all i need anyways, i never liked the spotlight. that's why i never shared anything with anyone. but now i know. i know that i can share whatever i want to, say whatever i want to, and no one has to listen. besides, most of the people who dont listen to the things i have to say, well im not paying much attention to them either. and i wouldn't want to be with them on a saturday night. not at all.