In Love with You || Jinkook ||

10 ~ Admit

The voice. The familiar voice made Jungkook stopped. His eyes widely opened. There he was. The person in his dream. Materialising in one solid state, breathing and smiling gently towards him. Chuckling as if he's real. The squeals and laughter were too clear in his ears, messing his head telling him that it wasn't an imagination.

Fuck, he is sure he's going crazy now.

"Hello to earth Jeon Jungkook ssi?"

Seokjin flicked his fingers, waving his hand in front of dazed Jungkook. Trying to grab his attention. The person was standing frozen, in stillness and confusion.

"Go away, what the fuck!"

Jungkook blinked his eyes repeatedly before moving fast from his so thought "imagination" Seokjin, leaving him as if he wasn't there. Existing right before him. He tapped his ears, mumbling words to chase the imagination away. Why the hell Seokjin can easily appear in front of him like a shadow, following him and making his heart beating fast.

"What? Hey Jungkook.. stop where are you going?"

Seokjin was dumbfounded. He ran towards Jungkook before grabbing his hand trying to pull him from the back, least expecting that the one in front of him was too strong and heavy he was the one gravitated towards Jungkook, crashing him hard and accidentally bumping his head on Jungkook's broad back.

"Ouch my head"

he whined sulkily, pouting his lips in the process. Hand automatically on his forehead.

"You're real"

Jungkook turned behind him, feeling the crash on his back. The real bumping that bringing his sense back to reality.

"What the hell are you saying, of course I'm real do you think I'm a ghost? Why you always avoid me though? I just want to talk to you"

Seokjin is annoyed with the reaction, fingers rubbing on his now reddening forehead. It's not easy to reach Jungkook after the incident with all of his follow up treatment and such. It's been 2 months after the incident and Seokjin was slowly getting better especially in controlling his trauma. 2 months in contemplations whether he could meet Jungkook after knowing he was the saviour, regards it on the black jacket Jungkook put it on him that day.

Yes, he wouldn't know if it's Jungkook who saved him if it wasn't from the jacket that the nurse gave him during the day he was discharged. The jacket that was drapped into his half naked body, protecting his fragile state from kept on shaking unwillingly. The black jacket that came along with his NGO centre name card and a very familiar bandaid inside of it's pocket. Seokjin knows it well. It's one of his alpaca bandaid set that he wanted to put on Jungkook when he treated him the first day they met. The one left hanging on his hand because Jungkook took over the treating process. He remembered being a blushing mess that day.

When did Jungkook take the bandaid though?

Jungkook looks baffled with the situation, still processing over what was happening before he slowly composed himself, finally realising that the person in front of him is a real Kim Seokjin. A real manifestation of Kim Seokjin standing upright, always beautiful, always blinding him with his deep golden orbs and quiet comfort. Honestly Jungkook really loves the feeling.

Seeing a quiet Jungkook, Seokjin just continue with his words.

"I just want to thank you for saving me that day, I wish to meet you earlier but guess I didn't have the chance. Oh and regarding the accusations on you I am deeply sorry for what happened. We didn't have proof yet we blindly accused you. On behalf of my staffs and me myself, I want to apologize to you. In  regards to that, here some compensation and appreciation money from me"

Seokjin handed him a thick envelope with some money on it, hoping to express his appreciation and apology towards Jungkook over what had happened between them. He hoped Jungkook would accept the money or he would be feeling so indebted towards the brunette.

"Here... if you'd allow me"

He repeated, licking his lips nervously.

"You're done?"

The stern tone coming from Jungkook leaving him in in baffled. His hand hanging, unreciprocated. He gripped tighter on the envelope, suddenly feeling his heart racing fast.

"Since you're done talking, let me just say this once and for all, yes I accept your apology and your thankfulness but keep your money away I don't need it. Now that it's settled, you and I have nothing to do with each other anymore. Don't bother Hoseok hyung asking to meet me or such. Hopefully this will be the last time we saw each other. Oh, I hope you're okay now, please take care of yourself and don't forget to put some oil on your forehead.

I'll go ahead. Goodbye Kim Seokjin ssi."

Wait.

Goodbye?

Did he just say good bye to him? Just like that?

Is he really talking to a person now? Is this even considered as talking? How on earth this Jeon Jungkook can really make his life all in mess and complicated.

"No no no. the hell you're saying. I haven't done talking yet hey wait.. why you're walking too fast. Yah Jeon Jungkook!!!"

"Aihh this rude kid"

He didn't realise he grumbled slow striding faster to match the younger guy's pace. Jungkook is not easy to approach but that what makes it interesting for Seokjin. He's different. He's mysterious. He's secretive.

He's unexplainable but he could feel the gravity pulling him more towards the guy. He wanted to get to know him, to explore more of what lies beneath his impenetrable feelings, what pain masked his dark expression that made him as cold as he is now.

Jeon Jungkook may walk faster than him, leaving him panting to chase after the brunette. Jeon Jungkook may hide loads of baggage with him making his curiosity peek up as what he shouldn't be but Kim Seokjin is always a striver, a persevere, a determined person. One that would not easily give up. Quitting is inexistent in his life dictionary.

Part of him wanted to help to ease the pain away, perhaps accompany him throughout his journey to happiness, maybe providing him with some comfort and solace. His father always told him he's such a soft hearted guy, born with too much compassion and too much love that he willing to share with anyone and everyone.

Well that bound to be the reason why he started up the community centre at first. For Kim Seokjin, life is too short for hates and violence. This world needs more loves and kindness to keep going. Everyone deserves to be happy. Jeon Jungkook included.

Mask it on the reason but maybe his own life needs some love to keep going too, maybe this time in the name of Jeon Jungkook. Since he met him from the first time, his heart already beat unusually fast and from then he knew he was already attracted and curious about him.

Jeon Jungkook who acted with an unspoken words, shown by the cares and worries, hidden behind the concerned eyes and batted breath. Kim Seokjin knows he shouldn't fall hard from the first glance but if it is towards Jeon Jungkook, who knows if his heart already did?

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Uwu Seokjin likes Jungkook. I really wanna make this story with Seokjin as the one who pursues for Jungkook's love. Do you like this type of char in Seokjin? Very forward and stubborn ><

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