Cause it blows

Chapter 19

(yall im sorry but we skip the smut in this chapter)

Y/Ns POV

Last night me and Camila made love. I kinda hurt since im still sore like everywhere but it was all worth it. She glowing like a fucking balb in a dark room. When we woke up this morning i had to listen to her complain about how her fucking vagina hurt but like she said she was ready soo.

Its Saturday and Camila has been buggin me since i got out of the hospital to take my meds but ive just refused. Ive never taken pills and i wont start now. ''take these''

''no fuck off'' i turn my chair so my back is facing her.

''Y/N Y/M/N Jauregui take these right noww!'' she yelled at me and i peeked over my shoulder to look at her. I stuck my tongue out and turned back around. ''baby come on this is like the only way your going to feel better.''

''if Madison was just raised fucking correctly and didnt try to fucking kill me for reasons i still cant fucking figure out then we really wouldn't be in this mess'' i spat and Camila looked away. ''she couldve paralyzed me, fuck that she couldve killed me''

''your so lucky my parents arent home'' She cutely smiled at me. ''now lets go get you in the shower and change your clothes''

She helped me up the stairs and into the bathroom. This is what mostly sucked about almost dying. Camila had to help me do almost everything, madison stabbed me twice very deeply and according to the doctors the knife hit a lot of nerves and broke a lot of muscle. They said i would have to work extra hard on getting my strength back.

I watched as Camila turned on the shower and made sure the water was right. While she got a towel and some soap the doctors gave me to help get rid of the scars i took my socks and my pants off.

''let me see'' Camila lifted my shirt up and took it off so she could see my scars and stitches. ''itll go away soon'' she kissed my should and told me to get in the shower.

I washed my hair and made sure i used that soap to help. I tried my best to hurry since i know if i was standing for too long my legs would eventually give out on me because of how weak i am. Once i was done i stepped out and dried myself off.

''Mila'' I called her and she came in. ''help?''

She nodded and helped me put my clothes on. I lazily put my hair in a bun and before Camila could leave the bathroom i grabbed her.

''thank you, for everything'' I pecked her lips and smiled at her.

''i love when you smile''

''and you just ruined it'' i joked and we went to her room. She had told me the girls were coming over to check up on me and Lauren was going to take me home for the day and for once i was actually excited because i havent seen them in a while. I especially missed my sister, my parents? nah, could miss them less but i knew i would have to go home eventually.

''There my little sister'' Lauren ran in Camilas room and hugged me. The rest of the girls walked in and said hi to Mila.

''bitch shut up im two minutes older than you''

''yall Y/Ns  out the hosbital lookin like a baddie with her armbrace-oo can i try it on'' Dinahs ghetto ass said.

''Dinah Jane! Leave her alone'' Ally yelled. ''hi Y/N how are you feeling" Ally asked.

''i could be better but im alive right''

''we should all go in the poool'' Dinah said with a smirk.

''Dinah! shut up man'' Mani yelled at her and came to kiss my forehead. ''yeah i cant get in, the chemicals could infect the wounds''

''its fine, i have to take Y/N home too. Mom and dad have been acting out and i dont know how to put them in check like you do'' Lauren said and i rolled my eyes. ''i dont have any more patients for them'' I spoke.

''just shut up, shut the fuck up'' Lauren said as she grabbed my bag from Camila and helped me get up. I gave Mila a quick kiss before i left and Lauren helped me downstairs and into her car.

-HOME-

''oh my babys home, Michael!! ya daughters home!'' I could hear my mom yell from inside.

''fuck'' i whispered to myself. Lauren helped me out the car and into the house where my parents greeted me.

''how are you honey?''

''fine, leave me alone now thanks love you''

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