Diary of a Teenage Girl

jerimiah's note

i cant put into words how much i feel about you. let alone write it all down, i could write an entire book! ha, and you know i dont like books nor reading.

look at me, saying 'nor'. what have you done to me ronnie?

but, besides all of my feelings or the countless times ive tried to write this. i just want you to know, im going to be happy.

i havent been happy in a long time, and i feel like i need that thrill of being happy again.

i try, and try, and try. try to make everyone else happy or for them to smile. and with you, i smiled too! you made me a better person ronnie.

but here lately, ive been shït. i have and i feel like its time for me to be happy.

and i want you to stay happy. i dont want any tears shed for what happens, okay?

promise me, for whatever happens you WONT shed any tears. you will smile, and live your life happily. you will grow old with some amazing guy, and carry his children.

ill see you again.

i swear i will.

but its time for me to go ronnie, and i know how to tell you my feelings. with three words,

i love you.