"To be a warrior is not a simple matter of wishing to be one. It is rather an endless struggle that will go on to the very last moment of our lives. Nobody is born a warrior, in exactly the same way that nobody is born an average man. We make oursel...
Zhuocheng and I were in the hospital and were on duty at dawn. We turned to a man who was in a hurry to enter the Emergency Room. The Guard did not want to let him so I went out to see what was happening.
"Guard what's his problem ????"
"Doc, he is hysterical."
"Doc, please help my wife ... We don't have a money paid for the hospital, she will give birth ..."
"Guard Let him in .."
"But this is Doc Private Hospital"
"I'll take care of him ..."
They let the Woman almost faint due to the pain . When I peeked under her dress I saw that the child's head was about to come out.
"Nurse Wang Help me at the Labor Room. It's urgent. We need to get the child too late it's run out of the water."
Zhuocheng and the other Nurse on Duty there helped me.
"Mrs. Please stand up loudly. Your baby is about to come out a little more .."
"Ahhhhhhhh. Ahhhhhhhhh"
"A little more .. Just a little push "
"Ahhhhhhh Ahhhhhhhh"
The whole Labor Room heard the cries of a girl I was holding.
"It's a girl ... Zhuocheng please cut the navel of the child"
I went out to let Dad know about the gender of the baby.
"They are safe..."
"Doctor, thank you very much. I don't really know now that my child will come out we don't have money because my boss hasn't paid me yet. Doctor I will pay you when I have money"
"Just buy anything the baby needs,She needs it more. I will take care of your Bills. By the way, your daughter is so beautiful"
"As a reward for your kindness to my child and wife. I would like to name my daughter to you so that she remembers that she will find you. Your goodness will not be matched by any wealth."
"Just name her ZhanBo Combination of mine and my girlfriend's name"
"Thank you Doctor Xiao. Thank you for the help you gave to us specially to Zhan Bo.
I saw the joy on the couple's face while holding the child Zhan Bo I was surprised when I saw myself in the Man and Yibo holding the child.
I paid all the expenses so that they could get the child out.
"Thank you very much Doctor Xiao .. Someday God will bless your future child and wife"
"Zhan Bo, I hope you grow up to be a beautiful and kind child ..." - I said to the baby before leaving.
I took a deep breath when they left feeling good when they helped other people. Because of them I dreamed of having a family. I thought Yibo was probably training at the moment. I couldn't help but think that I would not have sent her back to the military but I did not want to hinder what she wanted. I know she will not neglect herself. She promised to be a Great Soldier.
I miss her even though I haven't talked to her for a few months, it's been 4 months and I really want to get into the Military to see her, to hug her and touch her beautiful face.
"I wish you were ok at the Camp, I hope you don't get sick, I hope no one hurts you there, I hope you can do all your trainings. I miss you so much."
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Wang Yibo POV
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Lately I feel like I have a headache and I always feel tired of activities. Col. Lui makes us even more miserable. The amount of torturous trainings with us. So maybe I'm like this. Sometimes when one of our presentations at Training ends, I feel like I am floating in air even though I am just standing.
We sat at Our table together. Huang and Nie were sit next to me. When we ate the food at the same time, I felt like I wanted to throw it up. Col. Liu noticed me. maybe they put something strange in my food because I suddenly felt like I wanted to throw the food in front of them. But because I didn't want to be embarrassed, I tried to consume everything on my plate.
I waited for everyone to be asleep with me and when I did not notice that I was awake I got up from my bed and went straight to the bathroom It was as if I was digging my whole body. I took out the bad food I tried to eat earlier. I almost cried because I felt like they were torturing me so much. I feel like my body will give up anytime. I was crying on the floor. I feel guilty that I have continued this profession. Even though I have never fought in a War. I am being killed in Training and they are also informing me of my food.
I stood up again and I felt something come out of my mouth again. until I have nothing to release. I looked in the mirror. I felt a tingle in my chest. Thinking of another reason I had a physical problem.
I have not been menstruating for 4 months, 4 months have passed since something happened to Zhan Ge and me, My eyes widened at the possibility that I was pregnant. I was held by my stomach and there were tears in my eyes.
As I cried I could not help but think of the possibilities that would happen to me in case they found out about my condition.
I saw the face of Daddy Gu Wei who could not believe that Zhan Ge and I would have children, because we are siblings in the eyes of those who know us. I can see the anger on his face because I can not fulfill his wish for me. I will not be able to continue the military in case they find out I am pregnant.
I don't know what to do. I stood up and wiped my eyes. And back to bed.
"Baby, As long as I can hide you I will do it .... Baby, please help me with my dream .. don't be angry with me when the day comes that I will hide you from people. Baby , I promise I will give birth to you .. I promise I will do it all so that I will protect you on my womb. And you will not harm and get lost."
