"How did we get away from love? How did love get away from us? Not my time, I should wait for love. Waste of time, what a waste of love. You became my life. Put that on my life. Took me out my mind. Took my peace of mind.
I never realized. You were...
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Amaya Lashai Newton
"Fuck, faster." I moaned gripping onto the sheets. He put his thumbs into my back dimples and went faster.
"Fuck mamas, you wet as fuck." He groaned as I started moving in rhythm with him.
We finished so we collapsed on the bed. "God I love you." I said out of breath kissing his chest.
He didn't say anything just looked off into space. He is my 5 year boyfriend Tayveon. We been together since I was 16 and he was 18. But lately, he's just be stand offish. Barely comes around and barely tells me he loves me.
I feel like he's distancing away from me. Things just isn't the same. But I can't give up on us...
"Tay." I said making him snap out his thoughts.
"Yeah I love you too baby." He kissed my forehead and pulled me closer onto his chest. "What you doing today?"
"Stopping by the OG's house."
"Word? Tell them I said whats up. Haven't been over there in a minute huh?"
"Yep..." I climbed out of bed and shook my head. "I don't know why I keep doing this toxic shit."
"Huh? Girl I just gave you some bomb dick and you wanna argue." He said waving me off chuckling. "Exactly, why I barely fuck with yo ass now."
"No you barely fuck with me cause another bitch has your attention, I ain't dumb." I said putting my hair in a bonnet. "I don't get it! What do they have on me Tay? I been with you for 5 fucking years, you gone let all that love go down the drain. I was with you when I didn't even know what a relationship was!"
He shrugged, "I was with you when I didn't know what a relationship was. I'm still with you and no bitch has my attention you just bitch and nag too much for me. Pushing a nigga away."
"So if I'm still bitching and nagging, it means I fucking care dickhead." I snapped shaking my head. "Feel like I'm wasting my time. I feel like a piece of coochie. I thought I had your heart."
"Amaya, you tripping." He said sitting up getting out of bed.
"No you tripping Tayveon!" I shouted throwing his shirt at him. "God,I love you dude don't you see that."
He walked over to me and tilted my chin up, "I love you too Amaya."
"Than why don't you hang with me anymore? Why don't you act like my nigga anymore."
"All this bitching and nagging doesn't do shit but push me away. I'm barely with you cause I'm working, but you still bitch about that. But I'll take one day off and spend time with you okay." He stared into my eyes knowing that was one of my many weaknesses.
"When we were 16 years old, you told me you would never lie to me. Are you cheating on me?"
"No." He said a little too quickly for my liking. "When we was 16 I told you, I would never hurt you and I mean it. I'll be a fool to lose you."
