"How did we get away from love? How did love get away from us? Not my time, I should wait for love. Waste of time, what a waste of love. You became my life. Put that on my life. Took me out my mind. Took my peace of mind.
I never realized. You were...
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Amaya Lashai Newton
"Jay Jay." I said seeing he was at the mall by his self. He looked at me and licked his lips.
"Sup." He said giving me a head nod. "You look horrible."
I fixed my hat and sighed, "I know..."
It's been four months since we seen each other. These four months been a living hell. This the first time I been out by myself.
He looked down, "Nice scar..."
"Please don't I don't wanna break down." I said feeling tears fill my eyes.
"I missed you. You haven't got my text?"
"It's either my happiness or my life. Honestly i'm ready -"
He pulled me closer , "Aye don't talk like that."
"I'm serious..." I said crying on his chest as we hugged.
"Aye let's get you out this mall . Come on." We started walking towards one of the exit. I'm guessing where his car was.
We reached his car and got in. "How you been?"
"I been good . Just been worried about you. Like damn you really haven't talk to me. You really back with him."
I looked at the window , "Just so he won't kill me."
"Who you wanna be with?"
"You know the answer to that."
He chuckled , "So why won't you be with me?"
"Cause he's gonna kill me Jacari ! Plus I'm too damaged for this shit, you deserve better ..."
He chuckled, "So where did that talk go about us healing each other scars go? You deserve better my nigga. I don't give a fuck about you being damaged I want who I fucking want and I want you." He snapped making me look at him.
"Really??"
"Yes Amaya. Don't you get that shit?" He chuckled and shook his head. "But whatever, four months later and i'm talking to you normal like you didn't ghost me."
"Huh? This man has shot at my fucking head. He has put a gun to my mouth . I can't do shit! Jacari he will fucking kill me."
"So since this is your first time leaving the house , leave. Don't go back."
"Okay what about my shit? You're not thinking."
He bit his lip, "So im just supposed to let you keep getting yo ass beat? How you get that scar?"
"I don't know."
"I don't know." He mocked talking like a little girl. "You do fucking know!"
I jumped and looked at him, "Damn Jacari can you chill out!"
