REUNION

Chapter 1- Me

Flashback to Friday, November 22nd. 2009

I put the knife on, applied pressure, and pulled the blade across my skin. A sharp pain ran through my arm and then my entire body. But he made me forget my emotional pain for a short time and that was the main thing.

That was 11 years ago. Before it all started and my life went uphill again. Before these 5 wonderful guys came into my life. (And yes, I was pretty depressed at the age of 11 because, according to my psychologist, I was "about four years further mentally than others at the age of 11." She said that, not me.

Today I am 22. One direction pulled me out of this very depressive phase without even knowing it. These 5 boys brought me so much joy, power and motivation to go on living my life. I can still clearly remember every single X-Factor audition:

"Lizzy come downstairs, the show is about to start!" "Yes mom, I'm coming on!" I shouted back. When Harry came on stage, my sister leaned over to me and whispered, "This one is really cute, isn't he?" "Hmm yeah." I whispered back. I was obviously not entirely convinced what it was that I had a girlfriend who nobody knew about because I was afraid to come out. My parents were, or are, from the Middle Ages. And my sister? I do not know. She always makes such stupid comments that I was only 11 and psychologically cannot be as far as a fifteen year old. So I prefer not to tell anyone about it. That was my and Mia's secret. Mia is also my best friend. We always have been and always will be. My parents think we are just best friends. But we know better. At some point there was more than friendship and we decided to try it together. I also had my first kiss with her. But we weren't together yet.

But now back to the show. 

Wow! That Harry there can sing pretty well. And I think Liam has already been there. (Yes, I've been watching this show since I can remember and Liam looks extremely familiar to me) So it went on and in the end I had five favorites instead of one. Very extraordinary for me.

Since that day I have loved these guys and their hiatus broke my heart. My hopes for a reunion are no longer really there. Whatever. Today is Friday again and that means going party with Mia. Yay! We always meet up with our group of friends on the River Thames and then move to somebody's home.

"Hey Mia, someone leaked the golden music video." "Ohh how cool! Check it out." "No, I don't want that. I don't want to see it until Harry wants us to see it. I'll send him a dm!" "Oh yes, do it!" I started to write: 

"Dear Harry,

I am a very big fan of yours and I am very happy about your successes. You have probably noticed that your new music video has been leaked. If you enter in youtube: Golden Mv Harry Styles, the pirated copy is displayed. But I won't look at it until you get it out I just think it's disrespectful that people do that. You said: treat people with kindness but sometimes it just has to be: treat people the Tommo way. One of many fans

Lizzy. "

We were completely drunk again. The effects of that night were not limited to a hangover, however. But I didn't find out until a few days later ...

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