It was now New Years Eve...
I- sadly enough- distanced myself...
not only from Seungmin...
But from the rest of the world...
I started skipping school...
And I'd stay at a cousin's so Seungmin wouldn't be able to find me...
I was in so much pain.
Mentally, emotionally, and physically.
I was in deep denial-
I couldn't think of a world in were someone else came in the picture.
I didn't like the change.
As a matter of fact- I hated it.
I quickly became numb to everything.
I became scared I wouldn't be able to go back to being myself.
It really did hurt...
...finding out the person I loved... didn't love me back.
I tried to be positive.
And the only positivity out of all this...
Was that Seungmin was happy.
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feelings ☽ [Seungmin SKZ]
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