feelings ☽ [Seungmin SKZ]

8

It was now New Years Eve...

I- sadly enough- distanced myself...

not only from Seungmin...

But from the rest of the world...

I started skipping school...

And I'd stay at a cousin's so Seungmin wouldn't be able to find me...

I was in so much pain.

Mentally, emotionally, and physically.

I was in deep denial-

I couldn't think of a world in were someone else came in the picture.

I didn't like the change.

As a matter of fact- I hated it.

I quickly became numb to everything.

I became scared I wouldn't be able to go back to being myself.

It really did hurt...

...finding out the person I loved... didn't love me back.

I tried to be positive.

And the only positivity out of all this...

Was that Seungmin was happy.