first love | park chaeyoung ✔︎

ii.

"if the hurt comes, so will the happiness."

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first days that i didn't hear your steps walking through my room and your voice begging me to give you ice cream which was hidden in the kitchen, played my piano sad tones escaping out an open window. my voice no longer accompanied slow melodies. my fingers still ran on the keyboard repeating songs that forced me with tilted head to feel hopeless.

"friends leave," they say. "in this world live so many people who can bring back the part of you which left with roseanne."

i began to understand that life took chaeyoung away from me to teach me that nothing in this world lasts forever and when my happiness had faded away , the new found feeling has to fade away as well. emptiness.