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I wake up from my nightmare. ANOTHER ONE! To me everyone has claws. Or nightmare teeth! Deadly eyes... Or knives... Axes and fire... There are like deadly wolves.. Ok I admit, wolves are pretty great. Speaking of wolves, I pick up my miraculous. I dont understand how something like this could change you. Could this mean Lady bug and the others also have one? But not like mine. My hair effected it, and I looked a bit how I did when I was Reverser.

I get up out if my bed, I feel off. I cannot describe well just off...I my hands shake and my head feels light I fall down to my knees. It feels like Hell. It passes after what feels like years. When in reality its been 1 or 2 hours. Did I just have a anxiety attack or something? I get up and don't feel like school. I don't feel like anything but laying down. I pick up my phone and scroll through what little contacts I have to "School" I call my school.

"Hey I cannot come to school today" I say still feeling metaphorically sick.
"Name?" Asked the principal
"Marc Anciel" I answer
"Okay, get well" the principal hangs up. I get up and look at the time: "12:24" I can hear the ticking of the clock
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I hear vibrating, its my phone. I look at my phone to see that Nathaniel sent me a message.
"Marc? I have not seen you, are you okay?" He asks with sad emojis. I have no clue what to answer. I am but im not.
"Yes" I answer kinda blankly
"Are you sure?" I relise just how much he cares for me
"I think I'm sick" I answer
"YOUR SICK?!" He continues "I'm coming don't worry!" He messages.
"No, no! Its fine!" I text quickly.
I then relise he is no longer going to chat. I look outside, and he was running to my house. I hear downstairs the door slam open.
"Where is Marc?" He practically yells.
"Oh he is upstairs" I hear my mother say. My mother looks like this

I quickly head down stairs down quicklyStwpStepStepStepStep"N-Nath?"I sees me and picks me up

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I quickly head down stairs down quickly
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"N-Nath?"
I sees me and picks me up. I blush a light pink. I was panicking but did not move an inch.
He trys to open my room's door. I panic knowing he would see my anime stuff, or my pride stuff! I quickly get out of his arms
"Dont go in there!" I block the door blushing.
"Why not?" He asks
"B-because" I stutter
"You need to rest" he says, concerned. The light from the window kisses his face with a light shade. Half covering his face.
I blush even more and look away to attempt to hide the pink on my face.
"I" I stutter "I-I can rest do-down stairs!" I attempt to speak without stuttering, I fail miserably.
"Why don't you want me in your room?" He asks
"Uhm..." I cannot think of the words.
"Its fine" he says and then he picks me up like I'm some type of princess! I blush. We head down stairs. He sets me carefully down on the couch.
"What would you like to watch?" Asks Nathaniel with a smile, grabbing the black TV remote.
I want to watch anime but would he think I'm weird? Let's play it safe and watch Netflix.
"Maybe last kids on earth or She-Ra?" I answer. We eneded up watching She-Ra and then Last Kids On Earth.

Its been a few hours. He still does not know I'm not sick. Or atleast.. not on the outside.
We watch more.

"Marc?"

"Yes?"

"I can tell what your thinking... Your mentally ill aren't you" he says with a very concerned face

I don't answer and grab onto my own arm. I bit my lip. and tried not to cry. I closed my eyes.

"Knew it" he says. How did he know? Why does he care so much.... About me...

I go silent once more. Then Nathaniel pins me down.

"Get ready, we are going to the park!" He says as he lifts off me. I am in shock. HE GOT SO CLOSE TO MY FACE! I get up and get changed. Nath waits for me outside. I go out side and see Nathaniel. Since we don't have pur drivers license yet, we walk. On that walk Nathan's and my hand intertwined his hands were so soft. And he feels so wrong but so right! 

"Going to the park calms me down"

I stay silent, embarrassed that I'm so shy, and how I secretly feel and how I am not emotionally O.K.

"There is nature" He says gripping my hand tighter, he peeked my interest and I hold my chin up.

"We are here." He says stepping up onto the path. I step up and trip and fall down to my knees.

"Are you okay?!" he asks holding out his hand ready to help me up. I tremble and shake. I get up on my own.

We walk through the forest. Nature is so nice if you look at it through the right lenses. I put my hands in my pocets and feel a note. I relied its the one I made last month I was originally going to confess my feelings to Nathaniel. I got to shy and backed out of giving this to him.

I pick up my phone and set on a artist called Set It Off. Nathaniel grabs one of my ear buds and puts it in his ear. He listens to it as we walk down the trail. Our hands go together once more as the sun kisses our face. I cover my eyes to avoid sunlight. I remember the paper love letter.

Do I give it to him? Yes? No! Maybe? Possibly? Never! Maybe? Nathaniel? Like me? Never... Right? But I can't lie to him forever.. Or would it ruin our friendship?

"Hey.." I can barley speak

"What was that?" Asked Nathaniel

"Promise you won't be mad?" I ask.

"Promise" he said confused.

I clench my hands and I grab the letter.

Nathaniel is my therapy



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