Akuma Vrosis (Marc X Nath)

The Letter

I grab the love letter from out of my red jacket
"Hey Nathaniel?" I ask
"Yes, Marc?" His voice makes be even more nervous
"I" I sutter
"What?" He asks
I attempt to hand him the letter but it falls out of my hand, into the mud. The brown, wet mud. A tear runs from the check but I also feel relief, I grab the letter and relise that it is completely ruined you cant see any part of the once heart felt letter.
"Marc are you okay?" The red haired boy asks with concern
I stay silent, with tears from my eyes, the feeling of relief is gone! This was my only chance! Ill never get the courage again! I suddenly feel Nathaniel on me, hugging me. Its comforting.
"Its okay" he says, those words make me calm down
"What was in the letter?" Nath asks
"Uhm" I stutter feeling my face go red
"It doesn't matter" I shout out but at the same time quiet
"Of corse it does if it makes you feel like this!" He hugs tighter
"Nath... I" I mutter
"If your not ready you dont need to tell me" he says with a smile I can tell secretly hurt I won't tell him, if only he knew why
"Thank you" I mange not to stutter for once.
I start to cry, and think "bury it in Marc, ill cry about it later" And it works, I have done this many many times.
I pick up the muddy, and beyond ruined love letter and Nath and I walks till we see a trash. I throw it away and we are on our way. Oh hey, that rhymes. I try keeping my mind off of thinking what if he read it? Would this be the end of our friendship? I look at Nath looking at me, I quickly look away. I wish I never broke down because of that letter... Maybe it wouldn't be so awkward. We head back out of the forest, im just lucky we didn't get lost. Nath walks me home, more silence.
"Im sorry" I blurt out
"For what?" He asks
"For the whole letter thing" I answer
"No, no, dont apologize for that! Something heavy was on that letter, and when it got ruined you broke down" he paused "But do know you broke down for nothing, whatever you need to say you can tell me, and your words were not just on the letter.. They are with you" Nathan's words make me blush and inspired and have me pause for a second but I also felt like I still couldn't say it without thinking he would abandon our freindship.
"O-ok" I say, awkwardly and stuttering
"Oh hey, im home" I walk twords the door when I feel something hold ny hand.
"Marc, it was about... Something for your metal health wasn't it?" He asks hand in hand
I stay silent, quiet as a mouse.. If mice were gay and shy that is... That would be cool.
"No answer?" He pauses "you know you could tell me anything right?"
"Could we forget about the letter?" I mutter
"What?" He seemed to not hear
"Could we just..." I mutter again
"Marc, please, speak up" he holds my hand tighter
"Coukd we just forget about the letter?!" I shout out. He seemed shocked.
"Im sorry..." I mutter loud enough for him to hear me, I get out of his grip of hand, and rush inside to my bed. I curl up.
"You okay?" Accila asks
"No" I answer
"Whats wrong?"
"That letter contained my feelings about Nathaniel and I wont get the courage ever again" I can't hold back tears
"Marc, calm down, of corse you will! With me you'll always have courage! Ill be that sister you never had!" She says with much pride
"Thank you" I say, calmed down, I was just over thinking. Right? I did not really get over it, but I buried it inside. Atleast a Akuma won't get me this way. I start to write in my diary, not is Paris language but my home language, Japan. I feel safe well kinda, knowing that no one will read my diary and I can write my heart out! I explained what happened today. Wait. WhT if someone were to read my diary!? That would be the worst! I look behind me to my Twenty One Pilots poster, there was a space behind it. To when im done I hide it there.
"Shh, dont tell anyone Accila" im serious but also joking around
"I wont, dont worry, haha" She answers
I get off of my bed
"Ready to practice?" I ask
"Of corse!" She says, happily
I think of her as a sister, (remember this is a Marc x Nath story) "Accila, death stalks!" I say with confidence, death really does stalk you anyway. I become.. wait did I ever chose a name for myself? Ill think about that later. I grab my phone and to my surprise I have a pocket its rainbow to! I put my phone in it and my wireless ear buds in my ears and listen to Tryhardninja, "Bad Rabit"
I leap out of my window onto building to building, I pass by some people. I hear them question
"Is that a hero, or villan?" Those words... I dont consider myself a hero or a villan. I pass by more buildings and some people in my class. I wish there was somewhere else I could train without eyes.. It makes me very uncomfortable. I see something like a... Rock monster? What the heck is that? I heard a story that Ivan someone in my class, turned into one. Though I was not there to see myself. So could the rock monster be a Akuma person? I must help! No I would just screw it up... Right?

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