Before I Crave You _ Kisame x reader

Chapter 1

Love has always been a confusing concept for you, ever since you were a child you could never understand what people meant by it. No one was interesting enough, no one had anything that would get your attention, nothing in life would please you, no one could. 

Not until it happened, the day you finally found your euphoria. The day your teeth sunk deep into their necks, filling up the emptiness inside of you. The day you created your own concept of love.

You shiver with the cold weather, the village was empty and silent, most of the buildings were closed due to the lack of income. The place feels like a god's abandoned creation, strangely enough, this thought makes you smile.

"Hey, this place seems quite abandoned, are you sure this is a good idea?" A nearby voice disturbs you from your thoughts. You look over to your side, the entirely average looking boy looks back, seemingly worried. "I think it's perfect" You say giving him a warm smile as you hold his hand tighter. The boy sighs and moves his body closer to yours, making you lick your lips in anticipation.

"Can we sit for a moment? I'm a bit tired" You say. The boy nods and smiles as you two sit by a tree. Your heart starts beating faster, you can hear your stomach growl as the boy turns his back on you. "You know, I think I love you..." You quietly whisper, but before you could meet his skin, a suspicious sound in the woods alarm you two.

"Did you hear that?" The boy says getting up. "I-". "It's okay, no need to be scared, I'll check it out" He says before making his way to where the voice came from.

You cover your face in frustration, 'what a nuisance', you think to yourself before leaning against a tree, feeling the breeze slowly move strands of your hair. However, a loud scream gets your attention, you quickly get up and run after it.

You freeze at the sight of a silver-haired male holding a bloody scythe, he stabs and slashes the boy's torso, laughing maniacally at the failed attempts to break free from the killer's grasp. The boy's body falls to the ground, he slowly stares at you before life completely fades from his eyes.

"Tsk, what a waste" You calmly say, getting the silver-haired man's attention.

"Huh? The fuck you mean by that?!" He says as you reach the boy's body, carefully inspecting it, there wasn't anything you could save, most of the good parts were now spread against the dirty floor.

"I was hungry, there's nothing I can save from that and I don't know how often you clean that thing" You say quickly glaring at the man and pointing at his scythe. He stares at you with somewhat of a shocked expression. 

"Hey! It's not a thing, it's a scythe, and I fucking clean it!"  He yells, pointing it at you. "If you say so, but it doesn't change the fact you just wasted good food" You say slowly removing the scythe from your face. "Are you fucking serious?" He says. You reach closer to him, sliding your finger against his bloody torso, before tasting the blood in your finger. At the moment you do so, your pupils dilate, and a soft blush appears in your cheeks. "Why wouldn't I be?"

"Heh, you're a fucking weirdo, I like that, I'm Hidan"  "I'm y/n"  "Heh, you know, I wouldn't complain if you did that again" Hidan says roughly grabbing your hand and pressing it against his warm chest. 

"Hidan!" A deep voice yells, a tall masked man with the same robe as Hidan approaches you two. "Next time you leave us behind I'll throw your head across the ocean" He says furiously as many other members show up.

"Oi! Hidan has a girl with him!" A masked man yells, gathering everyone's attention on you.

You awkwardly stand there, as many eyes lay upon you. An orange-haired man approaches you. "State your name" He says firmly. 

"Y/n" You quietly say as his cold, expressionless eyes scan every inch of your body. "I wish to talk to you in private" He demands, leading you far from the others. 

"I've heard about you and what happened in your old village" He says as you slowly lower your head. "I am interested in having you as a member of our organization, the Akatsuki"  You look back at him in shock. "Why me?" "You have an interesting and unique ability, I believe you would be useful to us"

You look back to the ground, returning to your cold expression before nodding in agreement. "Very well" He says, slowly returning to where the rest of your new partners were. Pain introduces you to the members, most of them seemed quite uninterested, their cold and judging eyes slowly turned into serious and distant ones as Pain leads everyone back to their hideout.

You stand right behind Pain, following his steps as you stare intensively to the ground. It has been a while since you've been surrounded by other humans, you can feel each and every heartbeat around you. In normal circumstances, this wouldn't be a problem, but it has been weeks since you've had a proper meal, so even the slightest touch of their skin on yours would make your stomach growl.

And that surprisingly happened a lot, the childish masked man, or so-called Tobi would lean on you all the time, asking about you or talking about himself in the third person.

After a couple of hours, you finally arrive at the hideout. Pain does the hand gestures, and the entrance is open. "Please follow me" The purple-haired girl speaks. You follow her through a dark corridor as the other members go on with their day, Konan gently opens a wooden door, revealing your new room. You sit on the bed, carefully watching Konan taking a brand new Akatsuki robe out of a wooden wardrobe. 

"If there's anything wrong with this one, tell me so I can provide a more fitting one" She says heading for the door. You give her a kind smile before she leaves, proceeding to try your new robe.