The Broken And Me

i wake up the next morning and recall on the crazy events that played out last night. first that weird ass ritual then that weird conversation between Severus and i, or should i even call it that. i really don't want to get up but i have too so with that thought i drag myself out of bed and walk to the bathroom. today i have eyeliner and mascara on but i'm too lazy to do anything else. i wave my wand and my hair is a slightly wavy mess on my shoulders. of course i couldn't care any less than what i do so i leave it. i choose to wear a simple black fitted shirt and a red and gold skirt that's slit up the side, i pull on a large black cloak. i drag myself to the room where mine and severus' rooms connect and make myself coffee. i chug that shit and sit down. cross legged on the couch waiting on Severus. his door slings open and he slowly walks out, i jump up and realize i look like a maniac. i pull myself together. "you ready to head back?" i say smiling "of course. now go on." he says very blank like. i scoff at his sudden coldness and go to open the very large doors.

Severus and i walk down the quiet hallway that looked as if it'd never end. at the end though, there's two dark figures, i can feel Severus coming up closer behind me. as we get closer i see it's simply Nigeal and malara. "ah i hope you did enjoy your stay, savannah" he says kissing my hand "of course nigeal, it's always a pleasure" i say curtsying at his presence. he gestures for us to go one ahead and reach a place we can apparate. i walk to a secluded place, grab ahold of Severus' hand and apparate

we find ourselves just outside of the hogwarts i quickly drop his hand and begin to walk into the castle. i begin to quickly make my way to the Gryffindor common room and change into uniform so i could atleast make it to some of my classes that day. the ones i would make it to being DADA and potions. i really do not want to go to potions. but i do. i walk sort of head down kind of deal when an arm is aggressively wrapped around my neck. i look up to see fred and george by my sides "what's happenin savvy?" fred says as he walks with me down the hallway. "oh nothin, other than you pulling my hair" i say and we quickly moves his arm. i laugh "sorry, my bad" he says kinda shyish "oh don't be" i say still laughing.

we arrive in potions class and sit down not causing any unnecessary attraction. the potions professor stand up very dramatic like, that must be his specialty. and began to chat about the assignment for today. i'm making the potion he told us to do when george elbows me "ow what is it george?" i hiss not meaning to sound so rude "sorry sorry, but why is snape staring so hard at you" he whispers kind of concerning like. i look up to sure enough find the potions professor staring awfully hard. i scoff and look back down at what i was doing making sure not to ruin the potion and lose points.

after class was over i stayed back to see what his deal was. he closed the door and turned around to look shocked at the sight of me. "what do you want Loachim." he says emotionlessly "oh, now it's loachim. what is up with you? you're acting like a cold hearted snake." i say angrily. "how dare you speak to me in such a manner" he hissed "oh shut up-"
i was about to tell him off but he firmly grabbed ahold of my chin "don't tell me to shut up, Savannah" he said in a very deep tone. i simply rolled my eyes. "God, i wish i didn't miss you so much." he said, or really mumbled. i don't believe he meant for me to hear. "of course you missed me. who wouldn't." i say pushing his hand away and tracing my hand down the button of his, whatever he's wearing.. he watches my hand fall lower and lower. he breathes in sharply as i reach the bottom of his torso. but i quickly drop my hand before i could get any further. his eyes snap to mine, now angry that i've stopped. he must've not been too angry because with that his thin lips had now crashed onto mine. he kisses me. hard. no remorse. it's very rough, lip swelling kind of rough. his tongue begins to explore my mouth. i arch my back pulling me closer to him, i begin to push him making him walk backwards and end up in a chair. i climb on top of his lap and grind on his thighs. a groan escaped the back of his throat and i smirk against his lips. his hands are trailing up my waist, every couple of seconds gripping. he now has one hand firmly on my thigh and the other trying to take my clothes off. i don't know what happened but something changed. Severus jerked away from me and stormed out of the potions classroom, leaving me half naked and might i say a little confused