Dear Noah Flynn

I'll help

(A/n: heyo my loves! I'm backkkk~ hope you like the chapter, let me know what ya think! Ok thats all, love y'all!!!)

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Nora POV
I wake up with a groan, heading to the bathroom to take a nice hot shower.

I really wasn't ready to head downstairs in fear of seeing Noah, since I'm not sure he left or stayed last night

I sigh as I begin my morning routine getting ready for today. I sigh as I head downstairs only to see Noah and the kitchen completely destroyed "care to explain what happened here?" I huffed in annoyance.

He turn to me covered in pancake mix, making me burst in a fit of laughter "I-I tried to make pancakes...as an apology for last night" he chuckled in embarrassment. My laughing died out as I stare at the floor "it's fine Noah, it was a mistake, let's never talk about this...or mention it to anyone, ok?" I weakly say, getting straight to the point.

His face showed disappointment but I refuse let my feels destroy my friendship with Elle, with a simple nod he agreed, not uttering a single word

"Now help me clean up this mess before school, we'll get something to eat on the way" I say with a small giggle as I begin to clean but stop once I notice he didn't budge "Noah, come on its not fair that I'm cleaning your mess!" I whined with a small pout "I'm not going to school, Nora" he simply said not even looking at me.

I chuckle, dismissing his words "real funny, Noah, you're not missing school, its our senior year, now come on" I stated as I continued to clean up the mess

"I said I'm not going, Nora!" He yelled, making his voice boom all around my home causing me to flinch.

The last time I was yelled at was when my step mother slapped me for getting out of "my place". I sigh as I stare at the floor "don't yell at me, Noah, look I know you're mad but that doesn't mean you can take it out on me, I have feelings to Noah so dont go breaking me down!" I yelled, my voice cracking at the end

"I'm sorry Nora, I've just been...well I don't really know what I'm feeling" he sighed tiredly. Qe stayed in completely silence, neither of us knowing what to say next

"I'll help you, Noah" I decided to speak up, his head shot up and looked at me in confusion "its almost prom right? Well I'll help you get Elle again, i have the perfect idea" I say giving him a smile that didn't quite reach my eyes as my stomach twisted at the thought losing Noah...forever

"Really, Nora, you don't have to I-" he said but I quickly cut him off "I know what Elle means to you and aslong as you're happy then I'm happy too" I say, tears springing free from the brim of my eyes.

"Anyways, I'll call the school to notify them of my absence, so we can get planning!" I cheer, not letting the tall male add other word.

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"Ok, so when they show the booth, you come out and confess your true feelings, sound easy enought, right?" I say as I sit on my bed cris cross apple sauce while he lays on his stomach "I guess" he stated shortly, making me arch an eyebrow at him in confusion but decided not to say anything

"Ok I'm hungry since we haven't had much to eat, thanks to a certain someone" I teased with a smirk "hey it was a nice gesture, take it!" He faked his little angry tone "hmm, how about you make me?" I challenged with a shit eating grin

Quickly tackled me on the bed, getting on top of me as he began to tickle me "bahaha, no stop, I-I quit!" I laughed "oh, no you don't, you're not getting out of this one that easily" he chuckled. He kept tickling me, my stomach hurted and I felt like I was going to pee myself "Noah, noah, p-please I give up!!" I pleaded as tears fall from my eyes, from laughing to hard.

He stopped and I opened my eyes just to see him staring down at me....that look in his eyes, it was familiar...was it love? No no no it can't be....he loves Elle and only Elle

I sigh before wiggling out of his grasp "let's go get something to eat already" I say as I grab my purse before grabbing my keys "you coming?" I asked as I stare at him over my shoulder "I-yea, let's go" he stated, coming out of his daze.

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We sit at a small both, cross from each other as we look over the menu "man, I'm really beat" I huff tiredly. He looks up at me, arching his eyebrow slightly "why, all you did was plan domething on paper" he chuckled, I gasp as I throw a straw at him "hey, I did way more than you mister plus that was alot of planning, planning for perfection!" I praised myself. We look at each other before bursting into laughter, getting strange looks from other booths "man, I'm really craving a burger with fries" I sigh hungrily "you always eat that, can't believe you're not fat by now" he chuckled "hey, I work out!" I defend with a pout

As the waitress takes our order and we wait, I decided to bring up a conversation "so, excited for the prom? Oh my god, I just realized Lees and Elles birthday is coming up!" I gasp "shit shit shit, what do I get them, mannn now I have more planning to do" I groan "calm down Nora, before you blow your circuits" he laughed, making me roll my eyes

"You get them anything, I on the other actually get them something they like" I smirk victoriously "of your information, they do like my gifts" he defended "keep telling yourself that" I say, causing us to burst into laughter.

It was times like this that makes me realize...I really do love Noah and I dont think I'll ever stop. The way the sun beamed perfectly on him, how beautiful his smile is, the sound of his laughter was like sweet music and the way his eyes sparkled in amazement when we talk about...well anything ... I really do love you, Noah Flynn and call me selfish but I want you all to myself

"Hey Noah, can you promise me something?" I say, shifting my gaze to my fist under the table "sure, what is it?" He said, noticing the change of mood "promise me that I'll forever be you're first love and that we'll never stop being friends, please promise me Noah!" I yell slightly, tears springing free from my eyes "I promise, Nora" he simply said making my eyes go wide.

I was Noah Flynns first love!?...heh I guess dreams do come true

"I love you Noah, it hurts that I love you this much but I'll never stop loving you" I whisper, loud enough for him to hear. Instead of waiting for him to reject me I quickly run out, running towards my car and speeding off.

He didnt bother chasing after me and that was the only answer I needed to know that his heart didn't belong to me