Ms.Bully

17

I throw my bag down as I walk into my empty home. I'm starting to regret declining Vivian's offer. This dead silence that continues throughout the house is sickening. I should probably study for my retake. How do you study for math? I'll figure it out.
After studying for a few hours, I tried to go to sleep. After an hour of restlessness, I took some sleeping pills from the medicine cabinet in my dad's room. Thanks to the pills I was able to get some rest.
I don't remember having any dreams that night everything was just dark and forgettable. And when I woke up it was just another day. I've been thinking about it all night, I should tell Vivian how I feel. I don't know what to do with these newly discovered feelings.
When I make it to school Vivian wasn't in the cafeteria or Library. [" I can't find you?"] I text Vivian
[" Oh I just finished a meeting with some of my club members. I'm on the third floor. What's wrong?"] she texted back
[" Nothing, I'll meet you there."] I texted walking to the stairs quickly. I walk into the empty classroom to see her sitting on a desk writing down on a planner.
"Vivian, I like you," I say with way more confidence than I had. I'd been trying to convence myself that I wasn't using this situation as a distraction from my own thoughts.

"I think you're confused, you don't like me."Vivian snorts "You like Clyde I see you too stealing glances at each other. He might like you too. " I shake my head. "No, I'm serious I like you," I announce surprised I wasn't feeling nervous. Vivian pushes her glasses further up on her nose and sighs. "Ok, if you say so," she says unconvinced. She wasn't taking me seriously which made me a little angry. "H-he can't like me, he likes you," I shout regretting my words as soon as it came out of my mouth. "What are you talking-" Her eyes widen as she looked behind me. I turned my head following her eyes to Clyde's figure standing at the doorway of the classroom his eyes lit with fury with his jaw clenched. I felt my stomach drop as if I was on a rollercoaster. Clyde quickly changes his look from fury covering it up with a confused look. "No, I don't she's like my sister." Why is he lying? You don't try to kiss someone you see as a sister like that.
I can feel my heart racing as my nerves drive me to panic. Clyde starts walking towards Vivian. Somehow I knew that his nervous chuckle was only a cover to whatever fury that lied underneath. I dash out of the door avoiding any possible contact with him. As I rush down the hallway I could hear them talk but moving as quickly as I did I didn't hear much. I walk into the bathroom trying to calm myself as I tucked into a stall was closest to the wall locking it at the top. I sit there for a few minutes trying to stop my shaking hands and my racing heart just thinking about that mammoth of a man running after me.
Then I hear the bathroom door open and I quiet my breathing listening to every step. I raise my feet to crouch on top of the closed toilet seat. The steps continued until they stopped in front of my stall. "Come out." He said I could hear the anger in the roughness of his voice. I cover my mouth with my hands trying not to make a peep. I hear him sigh and he steps to the side. It wasn't long till I saw his arm drape over the top of the stall door and his fingers fumbled with the lock. Shit, why did they have to make the doors like that? He uses his height to his advantage hearing a click as he unlocks the door. I quickly push the door jumping down from the toilet seat. I turn my back to the door pushing backward with my feet. I mean if this doesn't work then nothing would save me. I started planning my funeral at that moment. "Do you think your skinny little legs are strong enough to keep me from pushing this door in?" he chuckled It wasn't a real question but I knew the answer.
Nope, not at all.
He gives the door one big push and I stumble forward towards the toilet. I catch myself grabbing onto the walls. I feel him pull me back by my shirt making me face him. I dare look in his eyes I feel my legs wobble like noodles. He looked beyond pissed.
He pushes me against the wall.
"What did I say!" he yelled. He pulls me up by my shirt leaving me on my toes as I sink into my collar. "You just don't listen," he said before looking down. "I-I'm sorry she wouldn't listen." I stammered
"That wasn't the fucking deal!" he yelled making legs begin to shake. He takes a moment to punch the wall behind me. I flinch at the sound it makes. My heartbeat spiked again.

Looking back I should have just remained a lone wolf. Who knew having friends would be this complicated.

"Why are you shaking like that? I didn't even hit you yet," he says his eyes returning to my face for a moment before looking down towards my shaking legs then a lightbulb when off in his head. His mouth twisted into a smirk. "Don't tell me...here I was thinking your all innocent. I thought you liked Vivian. Do you get hard for anybody?" he chuckled darkly I shake my head still not realizing he was telling the truth. When did that happen? I think to myself taking a glance down at my crotch before returning my eyes to him. My thoughts are cut off when he gropes my crotch pressing me harder against the wall. "You don't have to lie. Well at least your body doesn't," he said his smirk growing into a grin. I squirm away from his touch pushing his chest. "C-Clyde." I stammered nervously. Why is my body doing this to me? I'm internally yelling at it to stop. I feel his tongue find its way to my neck as his hand slips into my pants. I hiss as he grabs my dick. He squeezes it and I try to pull away. "Aw...don't do that." he chuckled in my ear deeply as his hand starts to stroke me. I shiver as pleasure waves through each stroke. I can't believe how shameless my body is. "Stop...ugh we're in a bathroom." I groan grabbing his wrist to try to stop his movement. "Move your hand," he says coldly making me grab his wrist harder. He squeezes my dick harder. "Move it." I move my hand away hissing in pain. "Don't try that again " he warns He continued his strokes his grip loosening a bit. I could feel him looking down at me as my body grew hotter. "W-wait." I stammer as I feel something approaching as my breathing quickens. His hand moves faster and I push at his chest.
"N-no Stop," I said pulling his arm away.
"Anna Stop, I'm sorry!" I shout pushing his chest hard before I slide down the wall. I shake as I wrap my arms around my knees pulling them to my chest. "Anna?" He questions picking himself back up "I'm not Anna." Clyde said leaving an unsettling silence in the air. I sit shaking against the wall. I hear him sigh "I-I'm sorry I was just teasing you." I didn't dare look up. I hear him walk closer to me. I shield my head waiting for impact. He kneels and grabs my chin tilting it up to him. "Look at me. Leo, I don't know what this Anna person did to you but I'd never go that far." He said I slowly shifted my eyes upward to meet his. "T-then make it go away." I say "Your stiffy?" He questions genuinely confused  "No, Make the memories go away. I don't wanna keep reliving it throughout my dreams." I plead my hands clutching my hair. "Look-I'm not sure how you want me to do that but-" "Yeah that was stupid of me, I'm sorry." I sniffle wiping my tears with my sleeves. I feel a pair of two muscular arms wrap around me and I finch the smallest bit. "No, it's not stupid. I'll listen." He said softly
"Why were you so cold to me? If you could be like this now why not earlier? " I ask my voice lowered. It was silent for a little while before he sighed. "I-I was-I don't know, man. I never liked anybody but Vivian. It was...different. I didn't know how to act." he shakes his head and looks at me. "It doesn't excuse my actions. C-can we start over? I know it won't erase everything but ." He says. I wish I could erase a lot of things. "Yes," I mumble after a long silence his eyes meet mine. "Please go out with me.？" He says I give him a weary look. "I-I don't know how to do that. I don't trust you." I stutter
"Please?" he said his eyes boring into mine. I shy away "I don't know if I can." I mumble as I peek back up at him. He nods to himself and backs away. "What happened to you?" he said the words slowly sinking in. I furrow my eyebrows, "What were you gonna do to Vivian if I wasn't there? Hm?" I say. He shakes his head. "I can't trust you, not the slightest bit." I tell him and he glances at me before looking away. "I didn't do anything to her, Leo." he said "Yeah, because I was there. She's not your friend, Clyde.You don't do that to friends or family." I say bits of rage fumbling to the surface. "What is this, Leon? You're turning against me now?" he questions in disbelief. My skin between my eyebrows creased in anger. "Listen, Clyde, I can't help but wonder if you would have done those sick things that that bitch and her minion did to me to Vivian; and that is what makes me angry. That's why I can't trust you. I want to but my memories are telling me not to."I sniffled "What...happened to you?" he said looking at me with sad eyes. I wipe a tear away,
"Annabella." I say