Blake was your favouite, he was always there for you but you've ketp a big secert from him. You feel better by telling him in person then over the phone.
When you walk in you see Blake with one of his Juliet's so you just went over to Jayk. You was talk for a couple of minutes and everytime in that minutes (like 3 minutes) he was still with the Juliet.
You're just standing there, looking at Blake but yet Jayk sees you looking at Blake. He taps your arm because you was staring at Blake. Jayk says, "no worries Y/N I got it."
Jayk goes over to Blake and tell him that you are waiting for him to be finished, Blake sees you and walks to you with that smile you love so much and being in his arms felt like you in heaven.
He smiled at you you two talked for 5 minutes straight until you told him you need to talk in private. It was that one sercet you've benn hiding from him.
You two went into this small room, he closes the door said "What did you want to talk to me about?" You were shaking, your heart was beating really fast, you couldn't breathe. You was thinking to yourself.. "Why did i choose to tell him? Should I tell him? No. Yes? I don't know. Okay i will tell him.
"Blake I wanted to tell you this in person that over Twitter or Instagram. I can't I'm saying this, but I've kept this in way to long, I love you. But I cut..." He just stops you and says "Y/N look, I ove you will all my heart i don't like seeing in so much pain. You are strong enough to sop this and I don't like seeing my Juliet in pain."
You started to tear up. He sees you about to, a tear came out. His big ass hands came to your face and whipes the tears away.
He started to sing to you. He pulled you close, you heard his heart beat, in the middle if singing he said "this heart of mine any beats to you. And only you."
"Goddamn why must he do this to me?" you was thinking to yourself. You love one bit of Blake. After he was done singing he told "When you get home tonight, flush your blades! And make sure that you send me a video!" "Okay Blake." "For real Y/N. I love you and would be crush to found out if you do it again."
*After the meet and greet*
When you got home, you were hesiating to flush you blades.
You didn't want to since it's your only pain killers you have to eiscape this world, but you remember that you made a promise to Blake to do it and record it. While you was recording you was crying.
You dropped the blade in the toilet and said "bye-bye blades thank you for being there."
You finally flushed the blades and sent the video to Blake. ouple days later Blake texted you saying "Good my darling, now I can see you without fresh cuts on your arm just scars when you was fighting a war with your mind."
