Michael Unexpected Romances

Leaving

Jonathan's pov

As soon as I felt our lips touch I knew it was right!I don't want it to be but in this moment I just can't help myself. He just looks too good not to taste!
I became so hard it was hurting,I wanted to take him but I knew we couldn't do it here!

He moans into the kiss as I surprisingly bring my tongue out of hiding.He tries to dominate,shoving my against the wall but I have other plans. I wrap my arms tightly around his small waist making him wince a little, spinning him round gracefully.
We continued kissing until I heard my name being called.I quickly let go of Michael and make my way to the door.

My friends looked at me confused.
'Why are you in the back 'Tim smirked.
'Oh I'm sorry sir,we all thought you'd left,one minute you were in your seat and the next you weren't,'chimed in the cashier apologetically.
'It's fine,if you were wondering what I was doing back there,I just thought I....saw..a poisonous snake,'I smiled.
'WHAT',screamed the cashier.She quickly left the scene.

'Now tell us Jonathan who was that you were just making out with,I couldn't see the face but it looked....like..a guy,'Jack questioned.
'It wasn't a guy,I'm everything but gay you guys,'I laughed.
'Who was it then,'Jack smirked leaning over at me.
'No one,I promise,you must have...just been seeing things,'I quickly say.
'Alright,let's go I don't wanna wait any longer and Top Hat already has something cooking,'Smiled Tim.
'Okay I'll be right there,I just left...my wallet in the back,'I ramble.
They smirked at eachother and made their way out.

I quickly move to the back once again to find Michael smoothing out his shirt.
'Michael,I have to go,'I sigh.

He looks at me,a little bit of hurt in his eyes but he drowns it out with his smile.

'It's fine",He smiles shyly at me.I love his smile so much!It has to be the most beautiful smile I've ever seen...wait what,what is this feeling? It's so... commanding and strong!
'See ya later",I say awkwardly,leaving him alone in the spotless kitchen.

I walk out, flabbergasted that I just shared a kiss...my first kiss with Michael flipping Jackson!Hey,just because I'm in a gang doesn't mean i get chics we just get money and lots of it,if we're lucky!

I make my way back to the shack where everyone is waiting at the old dinner table.
Everything is going great until Damien brings up my trip to the Sandwich Shop.

'I wouldn't have to make anything if you'd have done what I asked,'snapped Top Hat.His eyes darkened,this is where his angry nature really shows!
'He was getting freaky with some worker guy in the back,'Willis teased.
I narrowed my eyes at him.
'We are not having any homosexuals in this household,that's disgusting,'Top Hat grimanced at me,slamming his hands down on the table.
'I....I wasn't doing anything,I swear,'I cried.
'Fine then,let's go down there,'He snapped.
'Why,'I question.
'To see which guy you shagging,'He screamed.

I flinch as the words escape from his mouth.Everyone knows Top Hat has terrible anger problems but I'd never seen him like this before!

'Look at me and tell me you weren't with a guy,'He whispered.
I couldn't, I'm a terrible liar and everyone knows that!
'I....I....was b-b-but it's not what you think,'I say so quiet the air drowned most of it out;but I could tell by the look on Top Hat's face that he  heard every word.

Everyone was silent. That's what I hate the most,no noise,bad energy! It's the worst feeling!

He was shaking with so much fury inside him.
'Come with me,'He snapped,grabbing me hard by the arm.
We walked all the way down the road with Top Hat manhandling me, gaining us weird looks from people walking by us.

'Now go in there and tell whoever your with that you don't want it anymore,'He barked.
'Do it,'Top Hat spitted.
'I-I-I've known him for two days but it feels like two years, I feel like I know him,I don't know what is happening to me,'I say in sorrow.'How can you know someone before you've actually met them...go in there and tell him you don't want it,'He snarled,in my face.
'Can't I just ignore him,why do I have to go in there,'I cried.
'Fine then, I'll go in for you,'He smirked.
'No...'I say but the wind carries it away!He doesn't hear a thing!

'The shop isn't even open,'I snap.

He slaps me across the face,hard!In all the years I've known Top Hat he's never once layed a hand on me!It hurt to think that I caused him to get so angry,he felt the need to hurt me.

'Jonathan,sneak in,go to the boy and tell him you don't want it no more,'He says motionlessly.

My breathing becomes frantic, knowing I'd have no choice.
Even though me and Michael had only been intimate once and we'd none eachother for a little time,we'd thought about eachother so much...well I'd most certainly thought about him.It hurt to think I couldn't see him anymore!

Wow...what someone can make you feel in the space of two days...

I made my way round the side of the new but already looked old building.
One of the newly painted,black window frames was open.I made my way inside only to come face to face with Michael.

His eyes lit up when he saw me.Michael shined that smile that I couldn't resist and came towards me.
'Eh hi,'He smiled awkwardly.
A small smile spread across my face.I didn't want to hurt him!I....I do know what I feel for him is definitely strong!The strongest feeling I've ever had for someone!It's been there for a long time and only grown stronger!

"Michael",I breath.I look into his eyes and see his baffled expression.
I let out a fustrated moan.'What,'He whispers.
'Let's just forget the kiss ever happened... we've only known eachother two days anyway, it's not like we're in love,'I say with a forced laugh.

Michael's eyes look at me bewildered.
I knew if I was to comfort him we'd end up in another romantic situation and then it would be even harder!I had to leave now!
'I'm not gay,'I say,lying through my teeth.
I knew I was gay when I met my friends for the first time.I'd mostly been on my own so I'd never explored my sexual orientation....yep that's what's been up with me! I like this boy more than I want to.

'Then..w-why did you kiss me,'He said,hurt in his voice.

'I don't know,'I say.
'You don't know,you don't..know,'he laughed angrily.
I could see the anger and sadness mixing together in his eyes.
'How could you do that,your just that guy who goes from one to another, is that it,'He cried.

I stood their watching him crumble before me.I'd never cried before and I wasn't going to start now!I couldn't let my feelings get in the way of Top Hat's orders.I could never say no to him and if I ever tried to leave,he'd just find me again!There was no escaping this!

'Your good looking but like I said chics are my thing Michael,'I say with a straight face.
A scowl appears on his face as he continues to stare at me with disbelief.
I climb out the window leaving a distraught and confused Michael behind.

Michael's pov

I've never been so confused!
Now I know what people mean when they say their heart is literally shattered!

He played me!He made me feel special and then just threw it back in my face!Maybe it wasn't meant to be if that is the guy that I'm most certainly falling for!