You Are Loved

Chapter 2: My New Family

We stood there for what felt like hours, but it turns out it was only a few minutes. I felt someone put a hand on my shoulder and pull me away, they spun me around to face them. I was looking down untill the said person lifted my chin. It was Taehyung, he had to bend down to get at my hight "don't worry about anything" he said in gentle tone "how am I supposed to not worry" I asked terrified "all you need to do is pack your stuff" Namjoon said calmly "y-yeah, ok" I said walking away wiping my tears.

After about an hour and a half I was done packing. Walking into the living room, I see Namjoon standing in front of the other 6 boys "ok, guys Arium is coming back to he dorms with us, she will be staying in my room because I have an extra bed" he said right before I walked in, "Arium how are you" he asked pitiful look on his face "I-I'm ok-" I was cut off by Suga "don't lie to us" he said with a stern look that said 'tell me the truth' "it hurts-it hurts so much" I say falling to my knees shoving my face into my hands to hide my tears. I sit there balling my eyes out, all of a sudden warmth engulfed me I look up to see Suga hugging me "shh it's ok" he said sounding like he was going to cry. I look up and hug him tighter, crying into his chest.

On our way to there dorms I fell asleep. "Where am I" I ask as I wake up looking around, "your in my room" I heard someone familiar say. I look over to my left sitting up on the bed I was just sleeping in a few minutes ago. It's Namjoon's room I know because I have seen it in his V-lives, "Namjoon" I say quietly "yes, that's me" he said looking over at me "how are you" he asked looking solemnly at me. "I'm fine please don't worry about me" I say throwing up me hands waving them back and forth "what did I tell you about lying" I heard someone else say, upon looking over I see Suga standing in the doorway "w-when did you get here" I ask "right before you said 'Im fine please don't worry about me' why" he asked giving me a death glare. "I wanted to know why"

They both had very confused looks on there faces "why what" Namjoon asked "why do you care for a nobody like me" I asked genuinely confused "well for me I care because you are just like me, let me see your wrists" Suga asked "why d-do you w-want to s-see my wrists" I asked scared that he found out "because I did the same thing you do" he said walking over to me kneeling down to look at them. I obey his request and lift up sleeves showing the new cuts and the old scares, while he was looking at them Namjoon came over from where he was to look at what Suga was talking about, "Arium..." Namjoon said covering his mouth looking bewildered at what he saw, "I'm a freak" I said pulling my arms away pulling down my sleeves "no your not a freak" Suga said pulling up his sleeves "we are the same" he said with tears in his eyes, tracing his scars.

We had a long conversation about why I should stop cutting, which lead to Jin coming in the room telling us dinner is ready. After Jin walked in we all nodded, letting him know we were ready for dinner. Me not knowing where the dining room is I just stay in the back of the group following the rest.

"So, I know this isn't any of my business but where did you get that ring" Jungkook asked pointing to the ring I had put on earlier that day "Ari" he said quietly "my dad" is all I said putting my head down so I couldn't see there confused faces. "What do you mean your dad" Taehyung asked sternly but quietly earning a glare from Jin, "I got it from my dad" I said quietly almost inaudible, the only person who heard me was Namjoon "where is he" he asked l, making me close my eyes letting tears fall. "Dead" is all I said.
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Anyonghasayo, everyone I hope your day is going well in this quarantine. This is chapter two not very good but I tried, hehe. Hope you have a nice day, and thanks for reading please comment wether you like it or not.
-Kalee K.💜