MEDIANOCHE/ SPAM BOOK

RANDOM THOUGHTS #1

When I'm listening to certain music, or when I'm daydreaming to my heart's content, I will start thinking about random dialogue or things someone would write in a love letter. 

When I do think about it, I quickly grab a pen/pencil and paper and write it down. I just let my mind wander off into a place of wonder.

Here's a passage of writing from a notebook I keep of this kind of stuff: 

WHEN WINTER COMES

Throughout summer, my body and mind feel terribly miserable. But when winter comes around, it's like my soldier has come back to me. With his ice blue eyes full of sparkle and his hair sprinkled with moondust, his skin is not pale, but soft and white like the fresh snow that falls on the rooftops.

We share memories together. Winter brings new surprises and good tidings just for me. A thrill goes through me every time I fill my weary lungs with his cold air early in the mornings. Giddiness seeps into me when I wrap myself in cozy clothes and blankets just to tease him for being so cold.

I love my soldier. 

And when he is gone, my mind and body feel terribly miserable, and I count the days until he comes around again.

 That's pretty deep, huh?

Here's another one:

MY DARLING LOVER

My darling, if your heart is willing to wait for me, I ask that you wait patiently. I love you, so very much. Please know that before you decide to break my heart. 

 Stay with me, darling. Hold me. Kiss me. Want me. For I have wanted you since our dark eyes met in that special place of ours. 

 Smile for me, love. For your smiles ignite something in my soul. Let's dance to songs that were played around us when our love was young. For I love the feeling when our bodies move in sync, and your hands hold onto me in all the right places. 

  Love of my life, stay with me forever. And if not forever, then stay with me just once more. One more night with you is all I ask.

Now I know this last one is pretty deep and intimate, but honestly I have no idea how this came to me. I do like someone, but I've never been in a relationship before...

Maybe I've watched too many romance movies. 

I don't even know-

Okay, that's all. Bye.