Twin Brother' Love ☑️

chapter 12: I think I love you

Parker's POV

"Kaino, lunch is ready." I wake him up as I finished preparing lunch.

As he said his head is hurting, I gave him coffee and then went to cook food while he slept. Because he's not feeling well, I cooked soup and salad for him which would be easy to eat and digest. Or else it would upset his stomach and he would puke everything out. Also it would be good if he eats it when it's still hot or else it would loose it's taste. I don't want him either not to eat because it doesn't taste good or eat and vomit. He should eat and get well soon.

"Kaino, can you hear me? Food is ready. Wake up!" I say once again when he continues to sleep without hearing what I'm saying.

This time he mumbles something before he finally opens his eyes. He sits up and rubs his eyes to get rid of sleep. Not even taking a glance at me, he gets down the bed and walks to the washroom. I frown but doesn't think much because he woke up just now and is still in sleepy mood. I sit on the bed as I wait for him. Few minutes later he walks out while drying his face with a towel.

"How are you feeling now? Did the headache reduce?" I ask him as I get up and walk to him.

"Yeah, I'm feeling fine now. It doesn't hurt much." He replies while throwing the towel back into bathroom.

"Hmm, that's good." I mumble with a nod, "let's go and eat lunch."

With that being said, Kaino and I walk to the dining table. While he takes a seat, I serve the food before sitting beside him. He takes a spoonful of hot soup and gulps it down before sighing. He then turns to me and nods at me.

"It tastes delicious." He complements with a smile before going back to eating.

As he eats I look at him instead of eating. Though he smiles at me, it doesn't feel the same as he always does. There's absolutely something bothering him, I can see it in his eyes. From the time we have been together and each second I spent with him, I understood what kind of person he is. For me he's like an open book. Whatever he feels, it reflects in his eyes, all his emotions. Whether he's happy, sad, hurt, tired everything I can read in his eyes.

But now I can't put a word to what his eyes are showing. It's like he's trying to hide it from me. I understood that and that's why this time I can't point out what he's feeling. There's pain but I feel there's something more than that. And I want to know what is causing him the pain. He's all but a good person. Whatever he can he'll always help others and he thinks of others well being before his. So, what or who made him feel pain? I absolutely hate what he's feeling and what I'm seeing on his face. I also hate that he's hiding it from me. I want him to tell me what's troubling him so that I can help him. He helped me a lot in this few months we have been together and made me what I'm today. If not him, I would have been lost by now.

So, now it's my turn to help him and let him know that there's someone who's always beside him and that someone is me. For him to know I would help him with anything he need.

I don't know if I could say this because it seems unbelievable even to me. Never in my life I thought I would come to love anyone apart from Zayn. From the time I have known him and being together with him, he has been my everything. I loved him more than my life and after losing him, I didn't see a reason for my living. I didn't just lose him but lost myself as well.

And that's when Kaino entered my life, he put my broken pieces of heart together and helped me gain back myself. He became my reason for living. He slowly but surely made his way into my heart and before I knew what's happening, I already started falling for him. Honestly that made me scared when I realized what I feel for him is just not gratefulness for helping me but something more than that. Something I never thought I could even feel for someone other than Zayn. I contemplated my feelings but as the days passed by, my feelings for him got more. I cried many times thinking that loving someone that isn't Zayn is like cheating on him.