lashton

love

Am laying in bed in the morning rubbing Ashton's head on my chest as he sleeps,I put my arms behind my head and sit there in bed thinking"where's Michael and calum?". A few minutes later Ashton wakes up. "Morning,lukey",ashton dose that adorable smile at me. "Morning,ashy",I smile down at him. "Last night was good",smirks. "Yeah it was;,smirks back. I get up and my phone gose off,I look at the text from my mother liz, "luke hemmings,I fucking hate you I wish I never had you. You were the worst kid ever! I wish die. You so ugly why would someone love you!? Your not my kid anymore!!",I softly cry and run to the bathroom. I lock the door as Ashton tried coming in. "Baby,what's wrong?",cries. "Nothing...",I pick up a blade I had and I start cutting myself

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I cut my arms,legs,chest..I fall to the bathroom floor in a pool of blood as my deep cuts gushed blood everywhere,I pass out for a very long time.