Different // Justin Bieber

Is he the Justin boy?

*Sapphire's POV*

It was 3am and that meant all the demons were awake in my head..I can't take a this anymore. I'm dying. I have trouble falling asleep nowadays. I sigh.  I just out of bed and made my way to the bathroom. I stand there and stare at myself in the mirror. I was wearing shorts and a baggy shirt. I looked awful. I wasn't very fond of my body. My thighs are very big and fat. And my stomach wasn't thin. I don't want to be like one of those skinny models, I just want my body to be even. My body just has a weird shape which is so unattractive I think. I shook my head letting go of my thoughts, I don't feel like being sad, it's too early in the morning to be sad.  I started to feel a bit pain in my stomach, and my lower back. Oh please don't be my period. I felt so disgusting, so I stripped down and took a shower.

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I grabbed my heating pad, and lay down on my bed. Just then my mom came in.

Oh great.

"Why aren't you ready for school?" She said giving me a dirty look.

If looks could cool.

"I don't feel so good,"

Suddenly her eyes softened and she took a look at the heating pad.

"Are you on your period?"

I nodded. "I've been feeling really nauseous,"

"Do you think you're going to throw up?"

I shook my head, "no, I think it's because I haven't eaten anything,"

"Ok, you can stay home for today, I'll call Ms. Henry over to watch you and make you food, so you can feel better. I'm going to go head out to work. Ok?" She said giving me a kiss on my forehead.

Where did that come from. I swear my moms bipolar.

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So far all I've done is watch nerd lock series, and eat food that Ms. Henry made for me. I felt a lot better that I did this morning that was good.

I then felt my phone vibrate, I unlocked it and saw that I got a text.

Hey beautiful ;)
-Justin

I couldn't help but smile and blush a little.

Hey handsome ;)
-Sapphire

What are you doing?
-Justin

Nothing. Laying in bed watching Netflix serious. You?
-Sapphire

You didn't go to school? And nothing much, just having my daily smoke ;)
-Justin

Nope, I didn't feel to good :/
-Sapphire

I'm sorry babe. I hope you feel better<3
-Justin

Oh he's too sweet sometimes. I smile and text back.

Thank you :)
-Sapphire

Well since you're alone I guess that means I should come over ;)
-Justin

He wants to come over! But he can't because of Ms. Henry.

I don't think that's a good idea..
-Sapphire

Too late I'm already on my way. Cya in a bit beautiful ;)
-Justin

Fuck. What do I do about Ms. Henry.

Well first of all I need to change, I do not want him to see me like this. I walked to my closet and picked out black skinny jeans, and a white v neck. Simple, yet cute. I didn't know what to do with my hair, since I didn't feel like straighten it. I brush it through and then put it up into a messy bun.