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Zoom class

2020 has been hard with a worldwide pandemic. Kevin's social life has been greatly affected causing him to lose contact with friends and in a way just give up. It all feels pretty pointless.
The quietness of his own company has given him so much time to think about things he never bothered before. At first, he hated being alone with his mind but slowly began to be more accepting of all the things. An example of this is he finds double dork cute. And he's cool with it. The year has been so crazy that he's not even shocked at the idea that he might like other dudes.
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The alarm went off and I  knew it was time for another horrid class online. It was hard enough for me to be able to concentrate in class it's even harder now that I'm in the comfort of my room. Ever since school went online with this whole pandemic shit I haven't been able to hang out with friends or do much. Shit, I even want to go to school and learn. Me Kevin Bar wants to go to actual school. 
For fuck sake this year is twisted.
My stupid alarm kept on beeping.
BEEP! BEEP!BEEP!!!!
Every beep sounding louder and becoming more annoying than the last one.

"For fuck sake shut up already sheesh" 

I quickly grabbed my phone posting the snooze button spamming it back on my bed as a sat up slowly. My phone had become my only companion and as stupid and crazy as it was I found myself talking to it very often.

I slowly started losing contact with my friends even my close friends catching up with them just takes too much effort and for nothing really. I usually just say hi and that's it. I see them around the cul-de-sac running quick littler errands here and there. They've all been taking this very seriously. And I'm very grateful for that.
The cal-de-sac has been far too quiet the Dork Trio hasn't even tried to pull off any type of scam. Which ris very crazy. I'm pretty sure it's because of Double Dweeb with his article and all that smart shit.

The thought of him brings me a sort of peace and happiness. I softly smiled to myself and quickly shrugged it off.

Don't get me wrong. This whole pandemic thing should be taken seriously. Like shit is scary.
Fucken Nat got it towards the beginning of the outbreak because he thought it was just a cold and he wanted to go party in the city. He can be so stupid sometimes. He had it bad really bad thank God he's good now cause I don't know what I'd do without my buddy.
I reached out for a new clean shirt and I won't even bother with putting some pants on, shit no one can see so I might as well be as comfortable as possible.

Although now thinking about it, it can be very weird to think about how many other students do the same shit. I shrugged it off .

"as long as I don't see anything I guess it's cool"

I looked at my phone "ahhh shit I'm 20 minutes late again "

Mr. Dail really gets on my ass about being late to class and we've only been online for about 4 weeks like shit calm down. It's not a big deal people are dying and he is busting my chops about being late.

He talks about how important mental health is right now more than ever but then proceeded to give us a shit load of fucken homework.
Make it make sense gush!! He wants us to be okay but then gives us homework to freak over.

Don't even get me started on this whole zoom shit. It sucks sometimes it crashes and dickheads hack into class and do all sorts of gross things.
I'm happy I got the hang of zoom fast I'm not the techiest guy but I'm pretty up to date.

grabbing my laptop I quickly log in to class and prepare myself for the lecture I'm about to get for being late and as expected I received one. And all I can do is just sit there and stare at the camera. Like shit this is stupid makes me want to drop out of high school.
"Don't do this again Kevin  you hear me "
I nod my head completely spaced out. I'll most definitely do it again.

I slowly start to look through people with their camera on sometimes you can find something entertaining.

I have to leave my camera on because my Mother emailed every teacher to let her know if I turn it off. Because she thought I'd be sleeping through all my classes which she's not wrong but it's so annoying.

And to my surprise, everyone has their camera off except me and Double Dork. I'm pretty happy we are in the same honors English class. It's nice seeing him in the mornings. I'm pretty average in my grades and for some reason, I found myself in honors English. I mean I've always been good in my English classes it's by far the best subject.

I stared at him for a few seconds and couldn't help but chuckle. Thank goodness I'm mute.
He's so funny I swear he's wearing his usual outfit which is far from casual. With his fancy button-up shirt and fancy sweater. And let's not forget his hat or sock as I call it. He has this face that's very concentrated with his eyebrows frowned upwards. Chewing on that poor pencil of his.  He has a very nice pair of lips nice and round and a lovely shade of pink.

" huh? He's actually kinda cute? "

It's crazy to think of it but he is. To be honest he's a pretty boy in my opinion prettier than Nazz. With his cyan blue eyes and his black hair and his skinny frame.
Back in the "good old days" when I went to actual school I once accidentally checked him out from behind thinking he was a girl he wasn't wearing his stupid hat that one day. Man, he can fool anyone.
He fooled me.
Nat bugs me about being Bi at first I shrugged it off.
But with so much time I've been thinking a lot lately, I think I might be Bi.

At the beginning of quarantine when I first thought of the possibility I got super pissed but as time passed by I kinda grow to accept it.

The way looking and Double Dweeb makes me feel is similar to the way Nazz use to make me feel back in middle school.
This is all so weird. So much time for me in my head.
So much time to stare at him.
So much time ...
I wonder what he does with all this time.
I wonder if he's staring at me too.
I wonder if maybe when we get back we can become closer.
I could care less about what others think of me I'm taking my chances because shit can't get worse than 2020.
And Double D feels like the right way to start making it right for me.
I could feel my cheeks heat up rapidly at the idea of me and Edd. I felt so stupid almost like a child in love. For fuck sake he's gotten to me badly.
I was quickly snapped out of my head when Mr.Dail called out my name "Kevin stop daydream in class you look like a tomato."

I looked up at Edd again on my screen he was softly laughing with his gap-tooth showing. I couldn't hear him because he was on mute. But God knows I badly want to hear his laugh.

Wow I could feel my heart trying to fly out of my chest.

I couldn't help but to feel embarrassed he can't really know I'm thinking of him but it still embraces me. I quickly turned of my camera.

And I just laid my head down on my tiny desk.

"Fuck,Eddward Vincent."

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