Violas pov
"Fine I'll tell you" I felt sick in my stomach "well you know I have struggles" "I have a eating disorder" "what"
"Remember your words your insecure" "but I'm sorry" "no it's fine it's just I struggled with everything my weight my face I felt safe in my own little blog until people started too get mean so I would starve myself and I would faint a lot and one day my brother found me and took me too a hospital and they told me what I had plain and simple"
"Oh viola" "I'm sorry I didn't tell you I" "I love you" she says "what we've only just kissed you can't love Me" "but I do" she touches my face and kisses me.
"You don't have too say it" "but I love you" she smirks. "And I'll help you with this" "you can't help me with this at all" "I think you need too start with this" I grab her computer.
"My blog" "maybe stop if for a while" "fine"
Dear readers :(
I'm sorry but I don't think I'll be able too write for a while I have an eating disorder and all these negative comments are making me loose my love for this blog I love it so much but I need too find myself again I hope you can understand offline for awhile
Bloggergirlxoxo.
I started too cry "I'm sorry" I mutter "hey hey it's ok" she sits on the bed and snuggles into me. "I'll help you no matter what"
"I'm sorry" I say "stop it" "I can't say" "shh it's ok" she strokes my head. "Some days I wish mom was here" "you miss her don't you" "I do a lot I love her"
I look at Flora "I've never asked about your family" "I have a mom and a dad but the reason why I moved because they kept arguing and tried too see if it helped it did I was glad but they've started too argue again but" "I'm so self absorbed" "your not I just don't share anything maybe that's why I didn't want too kiss you didn't want us too become them"
I laugh "dude we will not" "did you just call me dude I'm your girlfriend" "still haven't made it official" I laugh "will you" "of course you idiot"
"Your going home tomorrow ok" my dad says "ok sorry again dad" he laughs "not your fault kid" "is it ok if I stay here sir" Flora says "of course"
I felt closer too Flora we finally had a connection together see bond will be stronger now I know it.
YOU ARE READING
Why me?
RomanceViola is a senior with a blog and always has been bigger than most but when she gets ill she changes and then everyone wants too be her or be with her... and so does olive and flora they want here and you'll do anything too get her.. and it's all w...
