♥𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐁𝐨𝐭𝐡♥ 𝘣𝘰𝘬𝘶𝘵𝘰/𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘪 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤♥

𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓮: 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼

Your POV:

After the sleepover, I got Kenma's number. Though, Bokuto didn't let me give Kuroo my number, and made Kenma promise to not give it to him. In exact words, Bokuto said:

"Bro, your like my best friend. But I want cute [l/n]-san to myself thanks very much."

I remember my face heating up. I concluded while sleeping that I had a crush on Akaashi and Bokuto, but there was something with every word that Bokuto said that made me like him even more. It felt... sensational. Nice. Like... love almost.

And Bokuto saying "I want cute [l/n]-san to myself---," sounds nice. Honestly, I wouldn't mind if I was only Bokuto's.

Akaashi POV:

I saw how [y/n] reacted to Bokuto's comment the other day. I heard what Bokuto said to Kuroo. I saw how Kenma reacted when Kuroo asked [y/n]'s number. It's been the only thing I can think about. It's even distracting me from my studies.

Ever since I've met [y/n], I've felt what I feel for Bokuto. The same feeling. Now, it seems like they feel the same. Just for each other. It seems, that they love each other, or are on the cusps of love.

I've loved Bokuto for while. Since first year. How I know it's love, I'm not sure. Maybe it's the fact that even when I'm annoyed with him, I still want him near me and wish the best for him. Maybe it's the fact that I would die for him. I would protect the dumbass, even if it cost me my life. 

I love Bokuto. 

Now that love is being shared with [y/n]. But Bokuto's still number 1.

When I first started to like Bokuto, I concluded it as a crush. But when the feelings started getting stronger, and more confusing, I asked my mom if that's what she felt for my father.

After a long conversation about feelings, which I'm not used to having, I realized that I loved Bokuto. And ever since then, I've known what I've felt for him.

I've always wished for him to reciprocate my feelings. Anyone who has a crush or is in love wishes for the other to. For a while, I thought he did. He seemed to get flustered sometimes around me. I might've been seeing things, though it made me happy that I even had a chance with him.

Then [y/n] came along. The flustering around me didn't happen as much. Blushing around Bokuto didn't happen as much. We had shared it, showed it, and felt these things for [y/n]. But as I said before, Bokuto is number 1, and always will be. 

I started to notice Bokuto talking about [y/n] when she wasn't around, and when he did I could hear his excitement and love for her. When she was around, and he talked with her, you could hear the butterflies in his stomach.

These small things that I could pick up hurt. I don't hate [y/n] for "taking Bokuto away from me."

Feelings can't always be controlled. I can't control what I feel for Bokuto, and Bokuto can't control what he feels for [y/n].

I can't help but feel happy for them. They seem perfect together, even though I wish I was perfect for Bokuto. 

I know I love Bokuto more then [y/n] because I know if I ended up with [y/n], then I wouldn't stop thinking about him. And it's wrong to be with people if they aren't plan A. If you don't plan on loving or feeling the same as you would with someone else.

I know I love Bokuto because I want him to be happy no matter what. Even if it's not with me. I think it's with [y/n]. So I'm happy for them. Because I'm lucky to even be friends with them.

Bokuto POV:

I am in love. 

With [y/n] and Akaashi. 

I feel like I have to choose.

I've loved Akaashi for a while. 

But whenever [y/n] is around, the butterflies in my stomach act up. Not like they used to with Akaashi.

I can see her in a white dress. Walking down an isle. Akaashi my best man. Him being happy for me. 

I'm ignoring my typical high school crush on Akaashi. It's cliche. Though I can't ignore that I used to have feelings that were the same for [y/n] for Akaashi,  I can say that I will always love him like that in a way. I want him to be happy. I would die for him.

But I would die for [y/n], and I want her to be happy. Even if it's not with me. But I have this confidence. That it's going to be with me.

I want [y/n]. I want Akaashi. I don't know who I want. I know I feel something though.