♥𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐁𝐨𝐭𝐡♥ 𝘣𝘰𝘬𝘶𝘵𝘰/𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘪 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤♥

𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓻: 𝓲 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓷𝓸𝔀

(WARNING: their may be triggers in this chapter, so if you don't feel comfortable, please skip)

Your POV: 

I have my highs and lows. Ever since I moved to Japan, I've been on one of my longest highs. But everything's going down hill. 

When I was in America, the constant amount of anxiety I felt, how people may had been watching and judging me, how I might've failed school. How my friends left and betrayed me. How my ex had just gone and joined them. Then cheated on me. How I had to change for them.

I lost myself. And when they left, I couldn't find myself anymore. So I became an introvert. An extremely anxious, scared-of-judgement, introvert. Then my found had to move here for his job. I was happy and thankful for that. 

And the high had started.

Now everything's going down hill.

I look down to the scars on my arm. It's a Sunday, which means I start school again tomorrow. My phone starts to ring next to me. I reach over, and pick up.

"hell-"

"HEy heY hEy cutie [l/n]-san!" I hear a familiar voice.

"Hi Bokuto-san!" I reply, sounding as cheery as I can. I don't want to deal with people today... even if they're Bokuto or Akaashi.

"Akaashi and I were wondering if you wanted to go to the new boba shop down the road! Of course you'll say yes, so I don't know why I'm calling. Akaashi said it would still be polite to," he stated.

"Actually Bokuto, I can't today. My mom needs me for dinner, and I don't think she would let me out of the house this close to dinner anyways..." I trail off. I feel bad for lying and not wanting to deal with him right, but truth be told, my parents and siblings aren't home. They're having dinner at my little sister and brother's friend's house.

"Oh.... now I see why Akaashi wanted me to call. Sorry to hear that. Sometimes mom's can be so uptight, right?! Anyways, if you have to go, then go ahead. I'll see you tomorrow morning!" he exclaimed, and hung up.

I set my phone down next to me again, and get up out of bed. I walk over to the kitchen where I'm 'helping my mom cook dinner.' 

I pick up a knife, sit down on the floor, and prepare for the external pain to take the internal away. 

Kaito(little brother) POV:

"Sisssss! We're home! Dinner was so good! I don't know why you didn't want to comeeeee," Rina, my twin whined. For our second year of middle school she sure still acts like a 9 year old.

I set mom's keys down on the key thing next to our door, and walk over to the kitchen. I scream. My sister is blinking, sitting there, with blood surrounding her. 

"Rina! Call the ambulance! Mom, Dad, help!" 

[y/n] slumps over, blinking. Her leg was concealing one of our kitchen knives, that had a small splatter of blood on it. I want to throw up. I'm holding my sister's bleeding wrists while my parents rush over, and Rina shouts through tears to the emergency operant on the other side of the phone.

When the ambulance arrives, [y/n] is out cold and my mom hops into the ambulance with the medics. 

My dad is holding Rina and I back in his arms. 

"[Y/N]!!!" Rina shouts. 

"NOOOOO!" i shout after. I love my sister. She can't leave us. Not today. Not as long as I'm alive.

Akaashi POV:

Bokuto and I are walking home with our boba from the new shop down the street. I see an ambulance rushing by us on the street, around the corner from my house.

I wonder what happened... 

All of a sudden, shouts are coming from around the corner, and I see [y/n]'s younger siblings running after the sirens. 

They're shouting her name, and I see her younger brother with blood on his shirt. My eyes go wide.

"no... it can't be..." i turn to Bokuto who has her little sister, Rina, in his arms, comforting her. 

They cry next to us until [y/n]'s father turns the corner panting.

He explains how Kaito found [y/n], and how she's on the way to the hospital with her mom. She has to be okay. She will be. She better be.

~~~~~~Time Skip~~~~~~

Bokuto and I took the bus and stayed at the hospital bed all night. [y/n] was found in time before she lost too much blood.