I wish I am the one next to you - Jaemin FF

His POV

JAEMIN'S POV
-Flash back-
And I'm Minho Jiha's childhood friend plus her current boyfriend and future husband.
Hearing that made my heart hurt.... I don't know why I felt that... But... It hurts.
-End of flashback-
Jeno: Do you have a crush?
I look around and my eyes land on Jia who was looking at Minho as he showed her something in his phone.
Me: Yeah
Jeno: Ok, your turn asked someone.
Me:... Jia.
Her head whips towards my direction.
Jia: Yeah?
Me: Truth or dare?
She puts her index finger on her chin and taps it lightly as if she's thinking. She giggles a bit and then answers with a mischievous smile.
Jia: Dare.
I hadn't expected her to pick dare so I paused for a second and replied.
Me: Cuddle with m-
I almost said me
Me: M-minho. That's your boyfriend's name right?
I pretend to not know his name. My best friend Jeno looks at me suspiciously.
Jia: Ok.
With that being said she was already in Minho's arms. I grit my teeth but pretend to be happy.
Chenle: For how long tho?
Me: Uhm... 2 minutes.
Jia: Ok
Me: Your turn Jia.
I said with a slight smile.
Jia: Hmm... Jisung! Truth or dare?
She ask with a fierce look making all of us burst in laughter. Once we finished laughing Jisung answere her question and we continued playing.
-Time skip, 4 pm-
It was soon 4 pm and we had to leave. We bid goodbye and went to our house.
-Inside our shared house-
Just as we entered Jeno dragged me to me and Renjun's shared room and locked the door.
-Inside the room-
Jeno: Spill it. You like Jia right?
I panicked a bit then regained my composter.
Me: No.
Jeno: Na Jaemin don't lie to me
He said my full name, now I'm in trouble.
Me: Okay... I like her.
Jeno: How could you?
Me: I can't stop my feelings.
Jeno: She already has a boyfriend.
Me: So? It's not like I'm gonna steal her from him and I'm pretty sure we won't be allowed to date. So chill.
Jeno: Ok... It's good to know that you understand what's going on.
END OF JAEMIN'S POV
RENJUN'S POV
I was outside our room and I heard the conversation between Jaemin and Jeno...
I know for a fact that this gonna be hard on Jaemin after what happened to him in middle school from what Mark told me.
END OF RENJUN'S POV
JIA'S POV
As soon as NCT Dream left Minho also left. It was kinda quiet in the house, it felt empty too. Guess this is what happens when there were a lot of people and all of them suddenly leaves. Now I kinda wish I have siblings. But then again I don't. Sometimes it's nice being an only child and I wouldn't want my siblings to grow up without a dad. I don't have a father to be precise. Yeah he's dead, at least for me the jerk left my mom and I. I would never forgive him. Just then my mom came in and saw tears streaming down my face.
Mum: Thinking of him again?
I look down.
Mum: Listen dear, please just let it go.
Me: Mum... How can I he... He hurt you...
Mum engulfed me in a hug and I sobbed onto her shoulders.

To be continued...
I love me, I know I shouldn't have left it like this but hey, what's the fun in revealing everything all at once? What do you think happened in the past? Find out next in the next chapter
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