I Want To Know What Love Is (book2)

Keep on loving you

🎶 And I meant every word I said
When I said that I love you
I meant that I love you forever

And I'm gonna keep on lovin' you
Cause it's the only thing I wanna do
I don't wanna sleep
I just wanna keep on lovin' you🎶

Billy's lips are tracing down my neck and biting and sucking gently and his hands are trying to peel my shirt off. "Billy." I moan softly. I feel his grin against my throat and in one swift movement he peels my top off, leaving me in my black lacy bra. Billy groans and his hands are immediately on my chest squeezing lightly.

"Fuck I forgot how beautiful you were." He says softly. I blush and shut my eyes leaning my head back onto the blanket. Billy lightly presses his lips against mine again and licks my bottom lip causing me to instantly open my mouth and invite him in...

I lay with my head on Billy's naked chest and trace small shapes on his skin. "Do you miss the beach?" I ask suddenly. Billy kisses the top of my head and rubs my back softly.

"Every single day." He says with a smile. "The second I turn 18 I'm going back." I frown and shut my eyes. I loved California but the idea of going back and seeing Lee again made my stomach hurt.

"It was really beautiful there." I say quietly. Billy says nothing in return as we watch the pink and orange sunset over the lake. I continue tracing his chest and grab onto his necklace. "You never told me where you got this." I feel him tense up. "You don't have to tell me." I say embarrassed. I sit up suddenly feeling cold and vulnerable. I reach for my dads shirt on the ground and go to cover myself but billy stops me. He reaches behind him and grabs his button up shirt and hands it to me.

"Here." He says with a grin. "If my girls gonna wear a guys shirt, it's gonna be mine." I blush and take it from his hands. Slowly buttoning it's up.

"Your girl huh?" I ask cheekily. He laughs and nods his head.

"I mean, if you want to be." He says nervously. My heart thumps loudly in my ears and I nod my head yes. Billy let's out a breath and smiles. "But I have to admit, I've never done the whole relationship thing before.. so please bare with me a little." I wrap my arms around his neck and climb onto his naked lap. He winks at me and I shake my head blushing, pushing his shoulder playfully.

"I'm not used to relationships either. The closest I've had is Tommy." I say rolling my eyes. Billy groans and closes his eyes.

"Please don't mention his name while were naked." He says with a laugh. I bite my lip and nod my head. "What time do you need to be home again?" I lift my face to look at him.

"Before dark." I say. He laughs.

"Well then your gonna be late." He says lightly pushing me off of him. He stands up and bends over pulling his jeans back up. "Do I get to meet your dad?" He asks with a cocky grin. I grab my panties and jeans off the ground and pull them on quickly.

"I mean If you want too." I say blushing. "He's pretty laid back for a cop."

Billy grabs my dads shirt off the ground and folds it up before grabbing the blanket and stereo off the ground. "We better go." He says reaching for my hand. The walk back the car is a little chilly, you can definitely tell it's November. I feel guilty wearing Billy's shirt as I watch him walk back shirtless. Back at the car billy goes to his trunk and opens it tossing the blanket and stereo back inside and grabbing out an old Metallica T-shirt.

The ride back to my dads trailer is pretty quiet, Billy lightly tapping along to the beat of the Mötley crew song on the radio. We make our way down the long driveway and pull up next to my dads truck. Billy turns off the camero and sends me a wink before checking his appearance in the rear view mirror. I grab my dads shirt and shove it down in my backpack before climbing out of the car and waiting for him to exit the car. Billy quickly exits the car and straightens his shirt before grabbing my hand and walking me to the front door. I sigh and give him a small smile before opening the door. "Dad?" I call out glancing around hoping there was no mess.