Reality of Yesterday\\Blood On The Dance Floor

Loveotomy//16

÷&÷£!&÷5 months later÷&÷£!&÷

I've been in here for a total of six months and today I'm finally getting out so I can go home. I haven't heard from anybody since-well since I just about attacked Dahvie. Currently my doctor was signing the papers saying that I have improved tremendously and that I could leave.

After he got done with that we walked outside to find Mike standing by his car with Tony. I smiled to my doctor before running into Mike's arms. I missed him so much.

"Hey kid." He said.

"I'm not kid anymore. Remember I had my birthday in that place. I'm 19 now." I remarked.

"Yeah, yeah what ever your legal now, just get in the car will ya?" Tony joked.

I stuck my tongue out at him them climbed in the car. Once Mike had gotten in the car he just sat there. He had his seat belt on and the key in the ignition but he hadn't started the car. Before I could say anything he turned to look at me with Tony looking at him confused. Mike sightly turned to him.

"Tony she needs to know before we get to the house." He said getting only a nod from Tony. He then turned back around to me. "It's about Jayy..."

Before he even finished the sentence my mind started to think the worst of things. What about Jayy? Is he dead? Is he dying? Whaaaatttt iisss iiitttt?!

"He um, he doesn't love you anymore. He told us himself but to be fair he was drunk and high off his ass so he could've been lying." He said almost trying to put it off as if it was nothing.

"No... Jayy doesn't lie when he's drunk I've learned that. So he really doesn't love me anymore huh?" I say coldly.

"That's what he said." Tony whispers.

"Can we just go home? Please? I just want to get away from here." I whisper.

The guys nod then run around to start driving. Once the car is on the road to home I start crying. It hurts to know that Jayy didn't love me anymore. It hurts to know that the only guy I have my heart to just tore it apart.

I hear a car door open then close then my door is opened, I'm picked up then my door is closed. I don't even have to look up or open my eyes to know it's Tony carrying me. Tony opens the door to the house and walks inside.

"We're home!" He shouts.

I hear running footsteps come down the stairs then they stop once they're close to me. Someone touches my face very gently afraid to break me more then I'm already broken. I know this touch. There's only one person who would touch me so gently. Jayy. I push the hand away hearing a hurt sigh.

"Dahvie. Take me to my room please." I say feeling someone take me from Tony's arms.

I know is Dahvie because his touch is different from Jayy's but not that different. His touch is rough yet it's almost like he's afraid to break me. It may sound really weird describing it that way but that's how it feels to me. As he carries me up the stairs I start lightly singing 'The Ghost of You' by My Chemical Romance.

I get halfway through the song when I feel him set me down on my bed. I look up to see a colorful blob. I say blob because the tears in my eyes are blurring my vision. He reaches over to me and wipes away my tears with a sad look.

"They told about Jayy didn't they?" He asked.

"They told me that, uh, that he said he didn't love me anymore. Is there anything else I should know?" I whisper.

"Yea. He's been sleeping with Alex." He says barely above a whisper.

I don't waste any time getting off my bed and storming into Alex's room with Dahvie close behind. I make it into Alex's room to see him laying on his bed with his headphones on. He looks up at me with a smile that quickly dissapears when he sees how mad I am. I hadn't noticed that everyone was behind me completely confused as to what I would do to Alex.

I calmly walk over to his side and grab his shirt pulling him close to me. He instantly starts to freak out as he knows exactly what I'm going to do because I've done it before. I throw him back on the bed and climb on top of him beating the crap out of him.

We were both screaming at the top of our lungs. Me because I was beating him up and upset and him because-well- I was beating him plus he didn't have his arms up for protection. As I was throwing punches around everyone was yelling at me. Jeffree even tried to pull me off ending in me elbowing him in the face.

"Tia stop please! Your hurting me!" Alex yelled.

"THAT'S THE POINT ASSHOLE!" I screamed back. "AND DON'T CALL ME TIA!"

"Trinity please stop hitting him. He's your best friend. Best friends shouln't fight so please stop hurting him." I heard a gentle female voice say.

"NO! He's not my best friend anymore! He hurt me!" I yell at the voice. "Who are you anyways?!"

"I'm your mother and I want you to stop. Even if he did hurt you you need to stop. You'll end up sending him to the hospital." The voice said back.

I immediately stop hitting Alex and just stare at him. His face was bruised and covered in blood. Tears were streaming down his face leaving a trail of dark crimson as they fell.

As I was staring at him I was picked up off him. Jayy ran over to him almost crying when he saw his face. I pushed myself out of whoevers arms I was in and walked to them. Jayy immediately jumped to Alex almost protecting him. I looked at him hurt as I continued to walk towards them.

Once I got to them I helped Alex up and walked him to the bathroom with everyone watching me. We got in the bathroom closing the door behind us. I sat Alex down on the toilet then found the things I needed. After I had everything gathered I started cleaning his face.

"I'm sorry Alex. It's just once I heard that Jayy's been sleeping with you I got mad. I couldn't control myself, I don't know what came over me. I'm really sorry." I apologize.

"It's ok but I have one question. Why did you stop?" He asked causing me to stop cleaning his face. "I mean normally you would beat the crap out of a person and won't stop until you were made to. So what stopped you?"

"Um I heard my mother's voice. My real mother. She told me stop because if I didn't I would send you to the hospital and I didn't want that. That's what made me stop." I explained.

"Well you shouldn't have stopped. I deserved to beaten to a pulp. Especially after sleeping with Jayy knowing that you love him. It was stupid." He said.

I finished cleaning his face then kissed his cheek happy that he learned his lesson. I started putting things away when the was a knock on the door. I smiled as I opens the door to reveal Jayy standing there calmly. He gently pushed past me so he could get to Alex.

"Hey! Just so you know, for the time being I'm not your friend. Are we clear on that mister?" I said getting a nod from Alex.

I was walking back to my room when someone stops me. I turn to see Jayy standing with his hand on my shoulder and his head down. He looked up at me with a sympathetic look.

"I'm sorry. I didn't want to hurt you but not too long after you had left I realized that my feelings for weren't as strong as before and then disappeared all together. I wanted to tell you face to face but it hurt too much to even say it to you." He explained sadly.

"Jayy it's okay alright? We both knew very well that it wasn't going to last forever. Let's just be glad that it lasted as long as it did. Your in love with someone else and I'm okay with that because I think I'm love with someone else too but I won't tell. What happened between us is our reality of yesterday and it was good while it lasted. Goodbye Jayy." I said simply walking away.

"Goodbye Skittles." I heard him say.
~~~~~The end~~~~~