When I get home I put my bag on the kitchen table and go to my room and plunge onto my bed. When I get home it's about 12:10. That's like 4 more hours. 😫 I go on TikTok, I haven't been on it lately. Almost 3 weeks I think. I check the notifications. Over 1,000. Jeez. This is crazy. Comments about Bryce tho catch my eye. Stuff like 'does she know?!' and 'good luck' What do they mean? I ignore them as much as I can while scrolling through my fyp. Charli, Addison, who are these people. 1 mil; 25 mil! How do I not know them. I look through each of they're accounts. Has Addison dated Bryce too. She seems sweet. Charli and chase, oh they broke up. I look at Addison again. She's gorgeous, no wonder Bryce likes her. I try to learn the that boy sus dance. I got about half way and gave up. I'm just not good enough. After seeing them, I decided to take ice for insta. I go in the backyard and took this picture...
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(Kinslee Fullerton) '@Chloestar Half days call for pictures 📸' Liked by @bryce.hall and 10 others
I got sum likes but most people are at school but Bryce is the first to see. I'm sure he's trying to find something that's making me mad. But he already knows it's him. I just ignore it.
Then Bryce comments 'true beauty ❤️'
how sweet but no thanks. At least not from him right now. I check the time and it's only 12:31. It feels like it's been forever. Since I'm grounded, why not try and make it shorter. I'm deciding that I will clean the house and make mom happy. So I started at the kitchen. I put on music and started washing the dishes. The suds from the soap was like a spa on my hands and arms. I finished the dishes and clean the living room; folding blanket; vacuuming. I start a new load of laundry too. I cleaned my room and bathroom and by the time I was done with all of this it's already 2:56. 25 more minutes. I scroll through TikTok and boy does time go by watching my fyp. I look and it's 3:23; I go ahead and find Bryce's number. I let it ring until I hear a voice say "baby"
"Bryce what aren't you telling me!" I say in a strong voice. "Do you want the whole story?" He says. Is that even a question. "Noo, why would I want the whole story. Yes! I want the whole story" I say sarcastically. He takes a deep breath. "I'm normally the cheater and the boy who has a new girl each week; when I saw you I had no intention to do anything to you or even like you." My heart sinks. He continues, "I chose you as an easy target; like my next victim. I asked you to be my gf so I would just break you sooner or later. I made things move fast so you would fall. That's why when we walked into school, every one was shocked; shocked that you didn't know about me" I'm speechless. How could this happen to me. "But I can't explain why Taylor was acting like that tho, I just don't know. But as the days went on, I started to fall for you. Hard. I was in love with your looks, your personality, vibe, every thing. You have to understand my feelings for you are real." He stops and waits for me to say something. I managed to say "Do you actually love me or are you leading me on" I worry for his answer. "I love you Chloe Star. My feeling for you are real." It's silent.
"Do you pay your mom not to tell people" I ask sternly. "What!?" He shoots back. "Do you pay your mom" I said again. "Wha- yes" he said defenselessly. My anger rises. "Maybe we should just take a break" I say. The silence kills me. He kills me, it's so hard to hear this. But I can't do this, I love him but this is a lot. "Did you-" "yes I heard you" he says his voice shaking. "Why Chloe I know what I do is wrong but please give me a chance" he says. "I just need a break. This is a lot" I say. My finger hovers over the hang up button. "Sorry" I say before hanging up. What have I done?!
