(Kakyoin x reader) ✨staring at stars✨

🌟blame (pretty lewd)🌟

a/n
i've been thinking about this capter from a whole week, i really like sad moments in stories and since i'm writing tis story i can express all the things i've been hiding in my mind of ideas.

y/n POV

last night.. was the worse, i coulnd't help the fact that nori and avdol were in the hospital, i still blame myself to not be goon enough.. now it's not time to depress myself, we are going to visit avdol and noriaki. i shared room with my brother who was already with the others so i quickly prepared myself and left the room. the three mans were already walking, i decided to keep my distance from the others and listen their conversation: they said that avdol will be released tomorrow while kakyoin will probably lose his sight..
"last night i could hear y/n, she cried a lot, she blames herself because of avdol and kakyoin in the hospital.. let's hope we all get safe at home after killing DIO" Jotaro said, i then walked faster and approached the group, they then stopped walking and looked around, there were lots of cafés. polnareff proposed to relax a bit in one of them, i stayed silent as i followed everyone into one of them. we chose a table and soon after a weighter got to our table, he asked what would we like to get, i stared at him, he had a menacing face, we make eye ontact and i turn my eyes to something else. everyone ordered something.
"i will take.. just some water" i said while putting my head on the table, everyone stared at me.
"all right. three back teas and a bottle of water, then?" the weighter said and when he was going to get our drinks jiji stopped him.
"listen. we're in egypt, witch is enemy territory. more enemies are lucking around us than ever before and we don't know when they'll attack. we have to be carefull than we've been when it comes to poison" the old man explained.
"what? are you serious?" polnareff said.
"yes, i am. hey forget the black tea, we're going to have cola instead" jiji ordered.
"cola?!" the weighter screamed.
"yes, go ahead and get us 4 colas" i said in a more mean tone, i was pissed as fuck.
"o-okay, so four colas, then" the guy with a strange hat said while going to get some colas. we were all ok with that till some guy yelled that the cola wasn't cold, the weighter explained that the refrigerator was broken so we declined the order.
"i changed idea, i don't feel like getting something, i'm going out and wait for you guys" i said while standing up.
"no, y/n, you need to stay with us, remember that we are still in enemy territory, what if someone attacks you!" jiji yelled, i just set again on the chair and putted my head on the table.
"y/n, it wasn't your fault, come on cheer up!" polnareff said while patting my back.
"he is right, he is still alive remember that" the old man said, i didn't say a word or moved, i just wanted to be erased from existence.
"all right, let's change café since you are that concerned" polnareff said while getting up, we all did the same, we looked at other place to go, the other café was on fire.
"my café is on fire! a spark from a cigarette some jackass left in the road got into the trash!" the menager of the other café yelled while we were staring, damn..
"hey, menager. we'll take three back teas after all" jiji said, we got on our seats again and the weighter brought us the teas.
"man, to throw a lit cigarette in the trash.. this world sure has some real jerks" polnareff said not understanding HE was the one who threw it.
"ho, you talking?" i rudely said, he didn't listen. the three boys started to drink it but then-
"eek! this dog ate my cake!" a woman screamed, the guys all spit out the tea, i got myself up not only to search the dog but to not get dirty by the drink. as expected the dog was our amazing iggy..
"iggy!" we all said at the same time and then started to chase him, i really didn't want to run so i stopped in middle way, so did Jotaro who got next to me.
"y/n, seriously, don't blame yourself, it wasn't your fault, i feel tha--"
"SHUT UP!" i yelled interrupting him.
"you ALWAYS do the right thing! you are THE BEST in every stuff you do! and then there's me, i can't even do ONE THING PROPRIELY! so PLEASE, leave me alone" i said while walking faster, he didn't said anything and followed what i said as he stopped walking, the silence didn't last long.
"y/n, come here. i don't care how you feel about me just don't go off by yourself" he screamed, i stopped walking since if we get in a fight i couldn't last long.
"just.. shut up" i said while walking bedside the tall guy. we decided to go to the hospital by walking, the journey to the plase was silent and awkward, i didn't want to open a conversation, so did Jotaro, till..
"y/n, how do you feel about kakyoin" jotaro asked.
"what do you mean by that?" i said confused.
"i want to understand why you chose him in a really short time, i can't get over this question" he explained, i sighed.
"i.. i don't know, i just- i just love him, but if i have to respond.. probably because he reminds me a little bit of mom's hugs she gave me when i had depressing time like these.." i responded, he hummed and we continued our walk peacefully.
"do you ever got the feeling of doing 'that' with him?" jotaro broke the silence again.
"uh? what kind of question is that? i sometimes get that feeling but.. i'm scarred" i respond.
"scarred of what" the tall guy asked.
"of doing it wrong or.. getting hurt" i explain.
"i think every first time hurts"
"why are we doing this lewd chat now?"
"i got something.."
"no"
"yes"
"no"
"yes"
"don't finish your sent-" he pulled out of his pocked a FUCKING vibrator before i could finish talking.
"come on, take it and put in in your pocket before someone spot us" he said.
"where the ACTUAL FUCK YOU GET ALL THOSE STUFF?!" i yell to him.
"i can't reveal my secrets"
"you work with the black market?"
"what? no, shut up and take it"
"if you speak again about those lewd stuff i'm actually going to punch you" i said while putting in the pocket his 'usefull' gift. the silence dominated for a few seconds till it got broken again.
"it works perfectly" my lewd brother said.
"oh god you actually.. USED IT?!" i yelled.
"don't worry i cleaned it up, nothing is going to happen"
"and I SHOULD BE THE PERVERT!?"
"shut up for a minuted and use it"
"JOTARO THE ACTUAL FUCK?!"
"SHUT UP!"
we finally arrive at the hospital still yelling at the things he gave me.
"ok, let's calm down now" i said.
"so, tell me, are you going to use it?" he said with a dead glare, he knew that i knew that he was going to punch me if i said the wrong answer.
"maybe.." i whispered.
"why do you care that much?" i asked.
"because i spent money on that, brat" i roughtly said.
"well, it it isn't jotaro and y/n. what are you guys arguing about?" polnareff interrupted.
"hey. took you long enough" Jotaro said.
"long enough? you're way too quick at taking a shit outside!" polnareff said.
"you got here faster than a car.. and you got your jacket back from the cleaners too?"
me and jotaro were confused, we were alone and i was with him all the time, taking a shit? the cleaners?
"what the hell are you two.." jotaro was interrupted by an ambulance.
"oranges, huh? i was just getting thirsty. i'm going to have one" jotaro said while picking up an orange, i did the same.
"by the way, what were you two arguing about? jiji asked.
"about me getting her a di-"
"SHUT UP!" i yelled while covering my brother's mouth.
"why don't tell them?"
"it's embarassing, you moron!"
"well, now, let's go find out how avdol and kakyoin are doing" jiji said, i totally forgot about the hospital! i rushed inside.

"guys i'm going to check on noriaki first!" i tell to the others with a fake smile.
"all right then" the old man said, i rush to the redhead's room, before getting in i knock i few times till i get the permission from noriaki.
"by the soft sound of the feet, is that you y/n?" the sweet redhead guessed, he had a bandage on his eyes.
"you guessed right" i said while closing the door, after that i rushed to his bed to hug him, he was already waiting with open arms. we hugged each other, i streted to cry but decided to keep silence.
"did you know that blind people have a better hearing and touch from the people who can see?" noriaki explained.
"yes, i did" i said.
"are you crying?"
"h-how did you.."
"you are sobbing uncontrollably" he says, i finally realize i was..
"i-i'm so sorry nori, it was my fault.. i was careless and stupid.. i know i'm not good enough, i blame myself for this so much.. i'm sorry, please forgive me" i said crying, he laid down on the bed again while i was sobbing in his pajamas, he pats my head slowly calming me down little by little.
"it wasn't your fault, y/n.. i will always be by your side even if i'm not here, come on don't cry" he whispered, i finally calm down, i lay myself to give him an hug but then something falls from my pocket, you got it, the fucking vibrator horny jotaro gave me.
"something fell probably from your pocket, by the sound of it it's probably something little, what's that?" kakyoin said, i flushed and thought about an excuse.
"ah.. ahah, yes that's a 100 yen coin who fell from my pocket" i flutter.
"that sure wasn't since the noise wasn't a metallic one, more like plasic, plus you are fluttering"
i got exposed so i just decided to tell him the true.
"what fell from my poket was actually this.. lewd jotaro gave me that" i sighed while giving him the object.
"and, what is it?" he asked, he sill doesn't get it?
"it's.. a vibrator.." i whispered, he became red as fuck! well, i was too.
"w-why did he-
"i don't know! he expects me to use that!"
"well then we're gonna use this" he says, i was shocked.
"WHAT! oh hell no" i said while taking steps back, he then summons hierophant green and somehow he gets my amr.
"HOW?!" i yell.
"come on, it won't hurt" he says while pulling me, i try to get away only to be dragged by even more tentacles.
"i know you want this" he says on top of me on the bed, he got it again.. damn it.
"you got that, but there are cameras! please dont" i begged, he finally understood that he was pushing me and then sits propriely.
"i'm sorry, y/n. i lost it again..
"it's fine don't worry, now give me that" i said, he gives me the 'usefull object' and i put it again in the pocket. i then hug him, he does too.
"those days i'm not controlling myself that much, as you can see some days off are always good" he explains, i softly humm.
"i feel that, we are teens after all"
"yeah" he sighed, a moment later he kissed me, i got off the bed and explained him some stuff and then greeted to get to the others..

"how did it go?" jotaro teased.
"you expected something to happen? no, because nothing happened!" i say in joy, jotaro hummed something and then we reached the group.

yes

a/n
sorry, i was horny this time HSJHFHGFRHG
w e l l, i got much faster lmao, it was just one episode tho, so yeet.
see ya!