Alice Madness Returns Mode one, I LOVE THIS GAME! Okay now back to story... Btw. writing it I'm listening to the soundtrack from Alice Madness Returns and Silent Hill, am I okay? XD
Opening your eyes you've heard the ticking of a clock but would weren't able to see what's around you, everything was in a dark fog, sometimes from afar you heard screams or cry...
Breath... Just breath... Be calm... It's all okay now... No, no, no, COME ON wake up!
You finally saw something in the distance... The necklace? Is it-
-Calm down, Y/N... It's only a dream- you've heard someone said, as the necklace was getting closer, and closer to you... To finally disappear.
-No... That's not a dream- you answered looking back into the distance to trying to focus on the view in front of you.
-Is it a memory?
-I don't know...-you answered
-Focus... Try to say... The memory or a dream... Or just a scenery from the game...Relax...
You looked further into the distance, yeah... it is a memory... you saw everything from the bird's perspective, the young yourself sitting in the corner of the corridor of your school. Crying...
-It's not a dream... It is a memory- you answered- it makes me sick...
Looking at yourself in a state like this, makes you want to cry. The way you let them get you like this... That you listened to them... That you believed them all...
-Now, focus... You're floating again, weightless, just like that...- during the talk you saw something else, that made you shitless, the way you saw your childhood home... - What you see now?
-No, no, no, no...- you said wanting to get away from the view, screamed and cries became louder and louder, you saw your parent's crooked faces, especially your fathers - That's bad.
-What do you see?
-It's a dark place... Full of hurt... Is it hell?- you asked
-Hell is a relative term, is it the hell for you? What feeling dominates you now?
Sadness, fear, loneliness ...Anger, hate... Shame, depression, doubt, frustration, jealousy, fear... Despair... Envy...
-It's not hell, but a cause of hell... The real hell exist in my mind...- you said quietly- After all those years... I'm still trapped in my past...?
-That's just a memory... Abandon that... It's all gone now- he said you closed your eyes not wanting to look at all of it in front of you- Look at this.
You refused to look at your past.
-Look at this!- he said taking your face in his hands, forcing you to look at the moment's when your father was, probably drunk, and yelled at you- What do you feel towards this man?
-Nothing...- you answered- I give up hating him. He's just pathetic... I don't feel anything towards him. He left me alone.
-Lying...
-I'm not!
-You never give up hating him... The hate also made you fear him, mistake!- he let go of you- How do you want to face the fears that your new world want's to give you when you can't let go of your previous fears? This man doesn't exist here...
-I know...- you wanted to cry, you legit wanted to cry
-Look up now...- you once again looked up, and you gripped your teeth seeing the person in front of you.
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