Haikyuu!! ♡oneshots♡ Mostly Angst

ushijima x tendou

Tendou still gets bullied for his personality, and ever since becoming friends with ushijima, he finds himself wondering if he's a bother to his friend, well, his love interest.

TRIGER WARNING: MENTION OF SUICIDE, BULLYING, ATTEMPTED RAPE, AND A PANIC ATTACK
 

Sorry:,)

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Tendous P.O.V

"Wakatoshi-kun! I'm glad you could come!"

I said ecstatically, my eyes wide with happiness.

"Thank you for having me."

Wakatoshi bowed.

I giggled and bent down, placing my face below his.

"I told you that you didn't have to do that."

He didn't say anything, all he did was stare.

Acting like my usual self, i didn't break eye contact, i was never the first to break eye contact.

Though, he just kept staring, so i took the time to run over his features.

His eyes were a beautiful olive brown, seeming to just stare into what i called eyes.

I then looked at at his eyebrows, ya it seemed weird, but i just found it odd how he had no marks or lines from always having his eyebrows furrowed. Or maybe they're just naturally like that.

Everything about him was perfect. His eyes, his lips, his hair, his body, everything.

He would never like someone like me.

He would never like a monster like me.

My eyes were now half lided as my smile was long gone.

I felt like crying.

I felt like dying.

No one likes me.

But I can't cry, not in front of wakatoshi. I've never cried in front of anyone, and i want to keep it that way.

But i couldn't keep looking at the man above me, or i knew i would burst into tears.

It was out of character for me, but i moved my head and stood up, facing away from confused man.

"C'mon, we shouldn't stay down here all day."

I said quietly, making my way to the stairs.

To put this simply, I've been bullied for my personality and looks for as long as i can remember. I can't help it, it's who i am. And the bullying never really bothered me, until I met wakatoshi.

People on my team were scared of me, but wakatoshi wasn't, he actually tried to be my friend, and third year of high school, i finally found the people I could be myself around.

Recently the bullying got worse. They harrassed and hit me. I didn't fight back because I didn't know how.

I've never told anyone about the bullying.