Halo (cash fanfiction)

Chapter 3

Cameron's POV

"Yeah s-sorry um you know what never mind."I say getting up and leaving his room to go to mines.

I open my bedroom door and lay on my bed.What was I doing?What is wrong with me?I just stared at Nash's eyes for a few seconds then I just had this wierd feeling in my stomach like...butterflies...No! It can't be I love Nash but as a brother always have been and always will be...Nothing else.

Maybe I should have some time to myself.

Nash's POV

I take my towel and walk to the bathroom.I lock the door,strip my clothes off and fill the bathtub with both hot and cold water on.I step in the tub and lay my head back on the wall.I close my eyes and think about how my life is going so far.Well it's going completely awful due to my panic attacks this week of course.Why am I falling for Cameron anyways.

Is not because of his personality,or his chocolate brown eyes,and those soft plump pink lips that he has this amazing personality... oh yeah that's the reason.Ugh its do hard to try not to think about him I should distract myself with other things like I don't know maybe go to the park?Yeah that will probably refresh my mind and I get to spend some time outside.

I take my bike and walk out the front door."CAM I'M GOING TO THE PARK!"I say yelling making sure he can hear me from upstairs."OK"he says yelling back.I walk outside and ride my bike to the park.

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It's 7:00 pm and I'm still at the park there are people leaving and I'm on top of a tree watching the sunset and the moon rise.I get down from the tree and lay on the grass.As I stare at the sky I see the stars slowly appearing and the sky in the shade of dark blue surrounding the moon too.I never knew how beautiful it is to just stare at the sky.I love how bright the stars shine and sparkle.And it's so peaceful and quiet that no one can bother me.I look at my watch and see that it is already 11:oopm wow I've been here for like 8 hours in the park.I get off of the grass and ride my bike back home.

I quietly walk inside of the apartment and make my way to my room." Nash?" I stop and turn around to see Cameron walking down the steps." Hey Cameron what's up?" I say giving him a half smile." Can I talk to you about something?" Cameron says rubbing his eyes." Sure." I make my way to the couch and sit down.Cameron looks at me and shakes his head " no not there" He takes two pillows and puts them on the floor he sits on top of one pillow and pats on the one in front of him.I sit on the pillow and wait for what he is going to tell me.

" I'm having these weird feelings inside me that I can't explain what it is but it's like whenever I'm around this guy I just get this tingling sensation on the pit of my stomach like butterflies.And I look at guys differently and I don't know.. I just don't know if I lost interest in girls."

"So what your saying is you think your gay?"

Cameron nods his head to what I just said."Can you help me?" My eyes grow big when I hear those words.ok I didn't expect this to happen but here goes nothing should I do it? Oh god I'm so nervous.Cameron closes his eyes and presses his forehead on mines he's like flaming hot.What if I get sick? You know what... fuck it! I put my hand on Cam' s cheeks and lean in.

Hey cliff hanger asdfgjj I know I'm evil.Ok how is the story going so far and what do you guys think about the new cover of my story?