Clementine x male reader (On Hold)

the death of the docter and a song from the heart

Y/N pov
I wake up to katjaa on her side talking to kenny
Y/N: katjaa trust me I'll watch after duck when your well you know
Katjaa: t-thank you Y/N your a good k-kid please help ducky l-learn how to shoot h-he needs to learn h-how to protect h-himself
Y/N: I promise katjaa duck will be the 3rd best shooter we have
Kenny: who's the first and second
Y/N: I'm first Clem's second ducks third
Katjaa: t-thank you Y/N
Y/N: alright let's get her somewhere private chuck try to keep duck away
Chuck nods
We walk into the woods
Lee: why are you coming?
Y/N: because no husband should have to do this and kenny is your best friend I'll be the one to shoot her
Lee: Y/N-
Y/N: it's not up for discussion lee it's either I do it or we let her turn and I don't think kenny or katjaa wants that
We get to the spot
Y/N: goodbye katjaa thank you for being the mother that I didn't get to have because of what happened and thank you for trying to help that coach and finally thank you for being there just you being there was enough to put a smile on me and Kenny's face goodbye
I shot her
Kenny: thank you kid those were some mighty kind words if you ever need help just come to me and I'll be there
Kenny will never forget your kind words and is now loyal to you
Y/N: thanks kenny
We walk back and get in the train and I feel sad so I pull out chucks guitar and start to play

I start crying in the middle of the song and once I finish clem hugs me and I hug back
Chuck: kid I can tell when songs are played from the heart and I can tell that had some emotion and it was beautiful I know what your feeling right now how about we hear another heartfelt song hm?
I nod and start playing again

Carley: your a kid of many talents but never forget that the best talent you got is the ability to display emotion it's not something everyone has these days
Y/N: thanks carley and hey good luck with lee
I give her a wink and she gives me one and says
Carley: same thing to you and clem
I blush
Lee walks in And chuck goes to the front of the train
Y/N: hey clem you uh understand what I had to do right
Clem: yes
Y/N: what you thinking about
Clem: about what chuck said
Y/N: what did he say?
Lee listened in
Clem: that the same thing that happened to katjaa will happen to me
I then become angry why the fuck would he say that to such a sweet girl like clem!
Y/N: The fuck he did?!
Clem: swear
Y/N: sorry I'm gonna go pay him a what do ya call it?
Clem: a visit?
Y/N: yeah a beating I'm gonna go pay him a beating
Clem: please don't hurt him Y/N
Y/N: i-fine I won't
Clem: thank you
I walk to the front of the train
Y/N: hey old man!
Chuck looks at me
Y/N: come on do it say to me what you said to clem you old fuck!
Chuck: alright she's gonna die
Y/N: no she isn't gonna die and you don't have the right to say that she is!
Chuck: I don't know much but I know you don't have a plan you get to savannah then what
Y/N: well before we get there I was planning on teaching her how to use a gun and cut her hair just in case something happens to me and I can't be there for her anymore
Chuck: hm seems you actually have one alright Ill go apologize but keep with that plan there's some scissors in my bag
Y/N: alright I'll get lee to cut it because I'm no barber
I walk back to clem and she's talking with lee
Y/N: lee get some scissors we gotta cut clems hair
Clem gasps
Clem: why? Does it smell?
Y/N: clem I assure you your hair smells fine but we gotta cut it down so a walker doesn't grab it you get what I'm saying right?
Clem: yeah
Lee starts cutting clems hair and once he's finished frowns
Clem: does it look dumb?
Y/N: clem I think it looks cute on you
Clem blushes and smiles
Clem: t-thanks Y/N
Y/N: now here comes the harder part we need you to learn how to protect yourself with one of these
I pull out my gun and hand it to her
Clem: it's heavy
Y/N: it's okay you'll get stronger
I look over to duck
Y/N: you too duck you need to learn
Duck: okay
I hand my other one to duck
Y/N: lee you teach duck I'll teach clem
Lee nods and takes him over to the other side
Y/N: alright clem so first rule of this keep your hands off the trigger unless you wanna hurt somebody okay?
Clem nods
Y/N: good next thing you see that little thingy right there
She nods
Y/N: that's the iron sight that is what you use to aim you look through the little hole right there and the bullet will end up wherever that's pointing
Clem: okay anything else I should know
Y/N: I know these are just bottles but if it's a walker or worse case scenario a human trying to hurt you aim for the head
Clem: yeah always the head
Y/N: good
I set up a bottle and walk back to clem
Y/N: alright good don't lock your elbows
I say guiding her arms and she blushes
Y/N: alright I'll cover your ears now squeeze the trigger smoothly nice and easy
Clem: nice and easy
She shoots and makes a cute squeak
Clem: my hands hurt I don't like this
Y/N: come on clem I Know you can do this your the most determined person I know besides myself let's keep at it okay?
Clem: okay
Y/N: aim a bit to the right
She does it
Y/N: close; now keep it steady
She shoots it
Clem: I got it!
Y/N: yeah that was great! You might even be a better shot than me
I set up another one
Y/N: aim left
She does so
Y/N: okay a little higher
She gets it
Y/N: see I told ya you would be good at this
I set up a final one and she shoots it without my help
Clem: I did it!
Y/N: see I knew you had it in you ya just had to try!
I walk over to lee
Y/N: how's duck coming along
Lee: yeah he's doing good he got the first bottle after a couple of tries
Y/N: well clem got the all the bottles first try!
Lee: really?!
Y/N: yeah she's amazing as always she never seems to disappoint
Duck: okay lee I wanna try again
I watch them train and duck finally gets the hang of it and I grab my guns back from them and walk back to chuck with a bottle of wine I found thought he might want it I have it to him and I walked back I was about to talk to clem when
Ben: it was me
Y/N: huh?
Ben: I was the one giving the bandits supplies
Y/N: what!
I walk up to him
Ben: it's all my fault
Y/N: give me one good reason why I shouldn't put a fucking bullet in you huh!
Ben: please no!
Y/N: All of them doug,lilly,katjaa all dead! And to top it all off you put clem in danger!
Ben: I'm sorry!
Y/N: I DONT THINK SORRY BRINGS THEM BACK ASSHOLE YOU EARN TRUST GOOD LUCK EARNING MINE BACK!
I walk back inside and I decided to fall asleep because I was done with this shit