"Remember, I love you" (a soft Kakyoin x reader >:3)

"hey hey, look, I'm here okay?" part 3

(this one is gonna be a bit of a comfort type, like he tries his best to keep you calm while you are crying and trying not to break out and break down badly, like a little trigger warning, and if you do not like it, you can just not continue reading it, you can find another story if you would like, but if you are up to read it, go ahead)

             (Kakyoin is somewhere doing a couple of jobs and you are just at the apartment laying around until you overthink something and start to panic a little)
        (Your pov):
Y/n: *your thoughts are starting to go everywhere, you start to think that something bad will happen to Kakyoin while he is gone, one of your thoughts say*: (hey, I think Kakyoin is gonna end up in a bad situation if you don't send him massages y/n) *another comes in saying*: (yeah, you should and also, you don't know what can happen, he can end up DEAD IF YOU DON'T CALL HIM Y/N CALL HIM) *more and more and more start coming in, they start to spill out everything, they start to worry you, they start to stumble upon you, you start to cry a bit, and then you start to slowly lose energy and fall to the ground, you sit there, waiting for him, crying for him, just for him to come back, you cry and scratch yourself, holding yourself together, you cry even louder)

     (Now to kakyoins pov):

Kakyoin: *I come back from the palace I came from, I quietly seek through the door and I see y/n crying and screaming my name, and I see scratches on them (or him or even they're for non binary ppl :3) and seeing them like this, breaks my heart, so go over to them and I slowly move their hands away from their head and I whisper softly): hey hey, look, I'm here okay? Don't ever listen to your thoughts okay y/n, remember, they are just thoughts at the end of the day, I love you okay, I don't care if I said I love you too early, I care for you, I love, I need to know that, I'll never leave you okay *I hug y/n and pull them close and hug them tight and I rub y/n's back for comfort* your fine, I'm here okay, don't ever think about those thoughts okay sweetie?

  (Back to y/n's pov):

Y/n: *he comes in, hugs me tight and close, and rubs my back, he tells me things of how he'll never leave me and how he cares about me, I start to feel safe, comforted, loved, and ,I hug him tight and sit in his lap facing him* y-yo-you pr-promise right Kakyoin?

Kakyoin: of course sweetie, if I stay, I stay, I mean it too, don't be afraid to come with me to places, always ask me okay, I didn't know you would break down sweetie, I'm sorry, next time tell me okay *he then kisses your forehead* never be scared okay sweetie? *He says in a calming, low, soft tone* I love you *smiles*

Y/n: I love you too Kakyoin *you somehow talk again*

Kakyoin: love you more hunny

Y/n: I'm not gonna argue about this again Kakyoin

Kakyoin: thought so baby

Y/n: really appreciate that Kakyoin, I really do

Kakyoin: good, now go to sleep

(And for you my friend, GET YO ASS TO SLEEP, NOW 👆😗)