The Diamonds Heart| Yangyang ff

3. spicy

Xiaojuns POV:

We walked outside to the marble tables, she had brought her own snack and drink. I didnt bring mine bc i usually save it for after or during practice.

"Hey i'll be right back I'm going to go buy something." I pointed back inside to the lobby where there are vending machines filled with snacks and drinks. She nodded and set her small book bag beside her, and she took out some coconut water and some purple bag. I left to go get my snacks I came back with a Dr. Pepper and oreos.

"I'm back." I said smiling

"oh really? i thought this was just your ghost." She laughed as she ate the red chips, I've never seen those before.

"Haha so funny, What are those?" I asked while i sat down and set my face on my hands like a "flower"

"They are called takis. I brought some from back in America, they are my favorite wanna try?" She turned the bag towards me and I got one from the purple bag and put the whole thing in my mouth. I munched down on the crunchy chip.

"Ou sour and spicy." I said as i chewed and swallowed, "They are good what the heck."

"You can have more." She smiled and pushed the bag closer.

I opened my little bag of oreos"Do you want some oreos?"

"Yeah sure." She reached her hand out, I put 3 oreos in her hand and she took a bite out of one them, and she looked around campus and smiled.

She looked back at me and covered her mouth,"This is nice. I haven't made much friends since I got here."

I took a handful of her chips and put one in my moth and i smiled. she smiled back and we ate for about 5 minutes before she asked me about YangYang.

"Who's the guy with blonde hair." She said as she's she ate her chips.

"Yangyang. Hes, umm... cocky and annoying. We've been best friends since we were kids, hes always been rude and cocky, but he's a good guy." I took a sip of my Dr. Pepper.

She nodded and said,"Yeah, he's seems well... he doesn't seem like the kind of person to be patient."

"Yeah, you're not wrong... he yells a lot during practice. He can shut out his feelings a lot and it's not good. I feel like he just needs that person to help him open up." I spoke genuinely, he uses baseball to take out his anger and sadness. He may seem bubbly and happy, but he wants someone to be there for him, but he doesn't want to get attached because everytime he does something always happens. "His parents died, when he was 11 and he lived with me until we graduated."

"Oh, yeah that may be a big part of why he is the way he is. I'll try to understand him, and cooperate with him." She smiled, wow. I can tell she's not here to look for a relationship, but I think I've fallen... this isn't good xiaojun.

The beautiful cherry blossoms that were planted on campus blew so wonderfully in the breez, her fluffy hair also gently blew in the breez.

"What's your ethnicity?" I asked in English.

"I'm Dominican and Mexican. My dad is dominican and my mom is mexican." She took a sip from her coconut water.

"That's so cool, Ive only met a few hispanic, latino people, and they are pretty cool dudes." I gestured for her to give me some of her drink. She handed the white and green can, I took a sip and I gave her some of my Dr. Pepper she also took a sip and looked away, she smiled but at the ground. Xiaojun seriously stop.

Yangyang POV:
"Dude, you like her." Hendery was teasing me, He laughed and jumped up and down.

"Literally shut up. I don't she's annoying and stuck up." I crossed my arms and rolled my eyes, I really wish I could punch him. He's so annoying, this is why i pretend to be asleep on bus rides so he won't talk to me.

"No you like her bro." Winwin looked up from his phone, winwin never looks up from his phone. Is it that obvious??

"If you didn't like her then why are we watching them... from the lobby." Kun interrupted my thoughts, his stupid smirk makes me so mad.

Ten began to clap his hands and said, "Ou they shared drinks and he touched her cheek, eeeee." he squealed.

"What? He has a girlfriend!" I stormed off to the window where ten was watching from. What the hell xiaojun... WHAT THE FUCK. I've never wanted to throw a baseball to anyone's face more than i do now. I wanna talk to her... but i also don't she's annoying and she's not my type... actually I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO HER!

I stared at the ground, Oh no. i'm either going to shut down and not talk for the rest of the day, or lash out at everyone around me. I don't know what the hell is going on but i'm upset.

"Guys..." Kun approached me and gently turned me away from the window and handed me a strawberry milk. I stared at it for a bit and took it. I took the straw that's attached to the box and punctured it throw the box and i calmly drank it. "Yangyang... sorry for messing with you, we should know this by now." Kun smiled.

"No it's not you're jokes. I promise i'm fine." I smiled, shit i almost let them see my weak side. I drank the milk fast and threw it in the trash can and gave a big thumbs up acting all "cute". they love it when I do that and i don't know why. I'm 20 years old and I need strawberry milk to calm me down. What the fuck yangyang.

"Mental health is important, it doesn't make you any less of a man." Ten said as he was still staring outside the window. He's not wrong but i just don't want to seem weak. I'm the strong, cocky, and happy one of the group! I'm the reason why we didn't go our own separate ways... We have to keep it that way yangyang. I cant lose them.