The Sparkle In Your Eyes (Oliver Wood Fanfic)

Chapter 17: Love and Affection

(Cecelia's Pov)

I weakly fluttered my eyes open to a pair of arms around my waist, I sucked in deep breath and sighed as it hurt to breathe, my head hurt, my heart hurt, everything just fuckin hurt so bad...I was just so tired...I'm so tired...I blinked a few times and sighed as I looked seein it was 7am...

I groaned and whined and looked seein Oliver was lyin besides me wide awake. He gave me a small smile as I turned to look at him "Mornin love" he whispered and put his hand on my cheek and caressed it gently which made me smile weakly "mornin Ollie" I whispered hoarsely,

Oliver brushed my hair out of my face "How'd ya sleep?" he asked, I shrugged "Okay" I whispered, he just nodded "That's good" he whispered, I just sighed and nodded "How long have you been up?" I whispered, "not long. I had to make sure ya slept okay" he said,

I just nodded "is there anythin ya wanna do today?" he asked, I bit my lip and shook my head as all those feelin came back...I didn't want them to be back...I want them gone...I want them to go away...I'm so tired of cryin...I can't...My heart raced and stomach churned anxiously as I felt the tears welled up.

I swallowed the lump in my throat and squeezed my eyes shut tryin so hard not to cry again but it's like no matter what happens everythin comes back...I can't get Cedric out of my mind...he's everywhere and he's dead and he's never comin back...

Oliver pulled me ontop of him and rubbed my head and back "It's okay love. It's okay" he whispered, I ran my fingers through his hair and gripped a bit and trembled "Don't hold it in love, it's okay" he whispered and kissed my head which made me just let it all out...I just let it all out and sobbed and I just don't know why anymore...I just can't...

After I managed to stop cryin, Oliver kissed my head and just rubbed my back. I sniffled as I weakly sat up and wiped my face "I'm sorry" I whispered, Oliver frowned and sat up and brushed my hair out of my face "Ya don't have ta apologize my love...Ya never have ta apologize for how yer feelin right now because it's normal okay...I know yer hurtin and I know yer upset and it's okay. We don't blame ya love...we all just love ya so much and will do anythin ta make ya feel better okay?" he asked caressin my cheek.

I just sniffled and nodded "Is there anythin ya wanna do? Or need?" He asked, I sighed and let out a shaky breathe "I probably smell awful. I wanna take a hot bath" I said, Oliver nodded "Can ya walk or do ya want me to carry you?" he asked, I smiled weakly and held my arms up and made grabby hands because I am just too tired and weak to move.

Oliver smiled as he hopped out of bed and stretched a bit and picked me up bridal style. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and snuggled in his chest which made him chuckle as he took me to the prefect bathroom.

He set me on the edge of the sink and started up the bath. He came back to me and slid between my legs. I blushed shyly and wrapped my arms around his neck. He smiled and kissed my head "I'll take care of ya love" he whispered, I just nodded as he pressed a gentle kiss on my lips which made me smile and kiss back.

His lips always felt so soft and the kiss always felt so sweet and passionate and made me warm on the inside. He smiled as he grabbed the hem of my jumper which was Cedric's and pulled it over my head and on the floor. I was still wearin another shirt and no bra since those are the devil.

Oliver grabbed the hem of my undershirt and lifted it over my head which made me smile shyly as I felt so bare not to mention embarrassed. Oliver chuckled and kissed my jaw and neck which made me giggle "Yer so perfect my love" he whispered which made my heart and stomach flutter with love.

I pulled at Oliver's shirt which made him chuckle and pull it off. I eyed him and bit my lip a bit and placed my hands on his warm and sculpted chest which made him chuckle as Oliver rubbed my waist and grabbed the hem of my pants and slid them from my thighs. I shivered a little as his calloused fingers ghosted over my thighs. Oliver smirked and ran his hands up and down my thighs which made me bite my lip a bit feelin the goosebumps on my skin.